Because I Love, a Novel

This particular song reminds me of how much I've changed my life in the past year.  I am 30 years old and a Pisces.  I'm top paid amongst other freelance writers and I'm so educated businessmen hate on me daily. These men probably stand in their locker rooms amongst the fellows and bash my name. Most of them are upset because after their women have read the question of the day and I've answered it with a statistic interpretation of the truth these women return home and apply my words to their lives. I tell women how to be leading ladies in their own limelight. I tell them how to be open, but independent in their relationships. You have to be your own leading lady before you can be someone else's wife. Conversely, this can spell trouble in capital letters.  If I don't take heed of my own lessons learned and try and help the next lady or wife, have I truly done my job as a human being? Because of my knowledge to the "game", most men feel intimidated. These men now have to cover up most of the lies they have told and the cheating they continue to do with gifts to enhance their character. Let's not forget about the porn stars’ positions that he just watched and lusted after. Now he wants his lady to perform, but feels that she won't because her mind is opened and thinking. Now he has no control over it or her for that matter.  My words have immediately bombarded her thoughts to help remind her she's worth more. I now having opened the elements to veer the woman position of the jewels they personify.  I know my thoughts of this to be true because every time I hear from Jackson he says that all the men in his building want to know if I would be attending their next meeting or public event to empower women.  Empower women, huh? I think every time he mentions this to me in casual conversation with his defense laws overruling his ability to think outside the box for women and their rights.  Yet, on the contrary, this means these men would rather for me to stay away from their wives because they say the wives are beginning to forget that they have responsibilities. I don't know what this have to do with me. They know that I can't make myself not answer their wives and girlfriends questions because that would be rude…and Lord knows I can't have that. I hold a Leading Lady Conference once a year to empower women and teenagers.  Even though some men hate on my views, some of them find me to be quite intriguing like, Mr. Darold Walker. He says, I have a great call to help empower the youth by teaching them how to maintain a high self-esteem. I am accomplished: I have written my first novel and received three writers of the year awards for it. I am my own leading lady living well in my own rights. Spontaneity in my profession is like the best thing these days to keep the career fascinating, but I guess that spontaneity in any profession has its place.  As I ride through this city, I never actually paid my respects to belong here. I've never really hung out at any of the museums, gone to any plays, or concerts. Then again, I have attended some of the sporting events like the NBA games, NBL games, and some of the wrestling events held at the Coliseum.  I have however, attended many high school graduations over the years and hosted a jamboree. Yea… my being here has engaged me for recreation at least a small bit.  Homage is what I’ll pay to all the stores, bistro, and parks around this great city. It's on my agenda to go visit sites that make this city what it is. My career has only left time to follow schedules so I have only become free to journey only on weekends. Trying to stay stress free is kind of hard, but I seem to manage quite well.  This only begins my day…but I must tell you how it goes typically.