The stars above her head illuminated in the ceiling sky. She had
laid there in this same spot many other nights drifting silently
breathless, in and out of consciousness, as his strong and gentle
hands swept along every inch of her willing body. Zowie gently
rolled over ever so gently on to her small delicate belly. Her mind
was now dancing as if the stars that she had just been gazing at
were now in her head.
Blade’s hands glistened with a fine coat of Jasmine and Ylang
Ylang oil that unknowing to him sent an erotic chill through her
when she smelled it’s sweet fragrance. His hands with the sweet
smelling aphrodisiac glided down the small of her back caressing
over her hips and slowly to the crease of her legs. Thoughts were
now swimming in her head that she knew were forbidden. The
touch was so sensual, so pleasurable and it felt sinful. She
wondered how something that felt so incredible, so free, could also
feel so wrong and binding.
She knew he was important to her, not just some once a week
appointment with ecstasy. She had to push her thoughts, her
feelings down, Deep down, inside. This made her think and
wonder what it would be like for Blade to be inside of her. Flesh
against flesh. His hands were wonderful but teasing to the
pleasures she knew he could give her.
She could hear his sporadic breathing. At times it seemed like he
was holding his breath. She wondered if he were thinking her same
thoughts, finding it difficult to hold back a panting desiring breath.
This would be her dream and knew it could not be reality. There
were many things at risk and she yearned for his large, sculptured
chest to press against hers as his long golden locks fell down
mixing into hers, unable to determine where his ended and hers
She wanted to be able to gaze into his deep hazel eyes and
convey her deepest secrets and desires to him. She wanted to
reach out and caress his face and delicately kiss his perfect lips.
He always moved around her with grace, yet she wanted for him to
expel on her his wild, uncontrollable manhood. Her body gently
pulsed to his every movement against her body. She always got
lost in his touch as if she were in a sea of warm water that
embraced her body.
She didn’t hear her name being called at first. She was so wrapped
up in her thoughts, feelings, and desires. She was almost
embarrassed hoping he couldn’t tell what thoughts had just been
running through her mind just seconds ago. If he read minds, she’d
definitely be in big trouble right now, or possibly enjoying her
wildest fantasies, she thought.
“How are you feeling?” Blade spoke gently not wanting to
immediately snap her back into reality.
“Oh Blade, as usual, I feel wonderful. You’re a life saver and I don’t
know what I’d do if I didn’t come here once a week.”
“Well, as always, it is my pleasure and it is wonderful seeing you.
I’ll see you out front,” he nervously said with an uncomfortable look
in his eye. She wondered.
Slowly, Zowie sat up and swung her legs over to the side of the
table. A little groggy, her eyes scanned his wall as she’d done
many times over the last couple years. Here were his
accomplishments. She stepped down and walked over to the wall
that proudly displayed his legal rights to practice the fine art of
massage. He could definitely practice on her she thought.
However her thoughts had been more impure than a mere simple
As she speculated over her feelings, she slowly and carefully
slipped on her panties over her nicely oiled hips. She placed her
bra over her hard erect nipples that yearned for his moist mouth
and caressing tongue, sucking gently and then gradually biting and
pulling the nipple with his mouth. Snap out of it she thought,
quickly intervening her thoughts. She quickly buttoned up her
blouse and threw her sandals on. She didn’t want him to wait.
She reached down for her jewelry nervously looking over the
collection. Hesitantly she picked up her ring and shoved it on her
left hand ring finger. She knew that was the only way she’d get it to
go on. It had once meant the beginning of everything to her and yet
now it seemed to mean the ending of things for her. Most of all,
Placing her other jewelry on their designated places, she scooped
up her checkbook and keys, looked up at the ceiling one more time
at the store bought glow in the dark night sky that she loved so and
then bounced out of the small massage room into the reception
area to pay Blade for a job well done.
Blade was sitting behind the desk going over his appointment
book. He heard his massage room door open and he watched
Zowie flow out of the room. She seemed to flow everywhere she
went, melting into life. He admired her strength and effervescent
energy that lifted the spirits of people who encountered her.
She intrigued him and that scared him, along with a beauty that
made him nervous that he may act inappropriately. He hoped she
did not sense in his touch his thoughts. They had grown close as
friends sharing their lives through their conversations each week.
He was suppose to be a professional, yet he couldn’t help getting
caught up in her essence.