How to propel yourself

So, while I thought, to myself, what was the most amazing, and God awfully loud, cleansing and yet most beneficial conventional meeting ever; in a meandering good theme; within a question deeply rooted at my existence. Something I knew, but would never dare ask; That is , what would change my life forever, and how will you propel your life?, As I thought to myself, such a simple yet complex question; was in all parts to focus on and assume a leveled process of a general hypothesis leading to a theory while brainstorming; and naturally , yet while it was this type of thought process and these questions that I would assume my best and good form for me to flourish and the answers would flow, and while I would find these ideals to be beneficial somewhere in my attitude or disposition or somehow close to it as it pertained to my life. So as a segment of the complex psyche of the human brain it would have many factors within its complexities these questions and answers; I mean, it would not be anything else right? OF COURSE NOT!