I Need to Find Me
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I do not anticipate sadness yet it comes to steal my joy. I can’t comprehend, the pain or hurt, that accompanies it, but loneliness surrounds an empty space, which I’ve created, how, why? I guess I’ll never know. Imprisoned by invisible chains the links are so hard to break. When or how can I escape? What life has handed me on a plate? I’m on an emotional roller coaster ride, and there’s no one by my side. Why is life so unfair? Does God really care? My life was to be a mother and a wife, that is what I believed, now I’m not so sure, and know that life requires more. There was never a ‘Me’ that I finally did see. Well, it is time for me to break free, to cut off everything that holds me in captivity. I want to break free, I want to tear down the walls, that keep me imprisoned, and I don’t want to get into a predicament. I just need to find ‘Me’
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This book is dedicated to all abused women. Who are trapped in relationships? Where circumstances tend to overcrowd their judgments? The emotional trauma is true and is fused in with fiction to give the reader a gripping story. Trapped in an emotional and physically abused marriage, Abella has a brief love affair that devastates her further. With the fear of growing old, and the quest to find herself, she faces challenges, when her prominent grandfather's sickness leads her to Spain, a country, which she hurriedly left, twenty- five years ago. She finds herself in love with her bodyguard Miguel Castillo. The death of her grandfather, Armando Delgado makes her an heir, which leads to more pain and suffering as secrets unfold. What caused her mother to leave in such a hurry? Will the pain and suffering that seems to follow Abella, evade her or will she find herself? Read! The twist of events that manipulates the lives of innocent people, causing them lifelong sorrow, death and heartache dealt by the hand of a powerful and treacherous man.
About the Author
Author Lorraine Gokul, resides in South Africa, and is no stranger to the glitz and glamour of camera, lights and action. She started her modelling and acting career at the age of 12. Apart from being an actress, and casting co-coordinator, her passion for the media, led her to study movie technology. Combining her entrepreneurial skills together with her creativity in writing. She has written two romance novels and is currently working on two other titles. Her novel "I NEED TO FIND ME" includes much of her personal emotions. She has achieved many objectives, including studying Early Childhood development, running her own private school, publishing poetry, assisting new writers to get published, a singer and a counselor. Her buoyancy and charisma, attracts people from different lifestyles, irrespective of age, gender, nationality or culture.