Sunbathing
Not to begin to know what weeds
And grass grow beside her deck
She goes home a while to see
The doctor, the pain from nowhere
Can’t be a thing the tests won’t show.
Back to the deck, the wait, low
Gulls cry her pain the tests won’t show
By the weeds whose names she cannot know
But grow to hold the sand that
Holds the deck that holds the woman’s pain.
It slants. The deck, the sun, the pain
She sits beside, within, and then
A shadow. On this deck and in the graph
Pain slants a shadow where
No curtains can be pulled to ease the light,
The night. The weeds. The names.
Beach House with Charlie
I’m lying on my stomach.
Look across my peeling nose to see the dunes
The crooked wooden stairs, the roof, the sky
The tipped umbrellas and Charlie sits beneath
This man who holds the ocean in this eyes
Thinks of raking and of wild sweet peas and roses
Holding shifting sand
My glasses move and miracle two Charlies reappear
Both watching kids play volleyball, little, sandy
Screaming players, net afloat, I pinch the towel
And watch two Charlies up there, one hosing down the boards;
And then the other thinking that he doesn’t trust the universe,