A Daughter's Diary
Stalked for 48 Years
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"I always felt like an outsider and this year I became the outsider"
As I went through recovery, I realized that I wanted to cut a part of my face and body away as I would become violently sick to my stomach once I realized the extent of the abuse my Father inflicked on my body.
He stalked me! I didn't know where he was or where or when he would pop up. But he did and often!
I felt like a prisoner who had just been released from prison after 60 years and I'm standing outside the prison gate wondering where I will go, which way do I go and how I will get there and will I survive.
I need to deal with the trigger that brought on the running episode and while I am dealing with this, I feel vulnerable, unsafe and alone.
I won't settle for what someone thinks I deserve even if they think I deserve better than I got, I got what I got because I had lessons to learn in this life.
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About the Book
A Daughter's Diary is a story of incest, blame and shame and being ostracized from the family, was molested at a very young age by her Father and her journey outside herself. The life she spent living outside of her body, the shame and guilt and finally her spiritual journey that lead her back into her body and the words she used to change he life so could find safety and feel compassion for herself and siblings. The turning point of this stuggle to live in my body and forcing myself to confront myself about why I didn't want to be in this body and finally accepting my body as the only safe place to be.
About the Author
G. Theda Taylor was a normal mother of 2, or so she thought, married to her first love for a number of years. Divorced after years of abuse, she went on still not comfortable with herself or her relationships. The death of her Father started her on a journey that would change her life forever. This story is about incest, forced to live outside of her body, being on the run terrified of a Father she wanted so much to trust and couldn't and a sister allowed to blame her for everything and a Mother who didn't want her and who beat her daily until she finally fought back.
The journey through hypnotic regression that brought out the truths of a lifetime of abuse by those she wanted so much to be accepted by. Her final attempt to be accepted before she finally walked away.
This is her first attempt at writing a book and being published. It has been a long and painful journey and a learning process. I have written poetry for many years and have had a few pieces published in magazines. Hopefully this will be the start of a new and wonderful career.