The Seeds You Sow
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I was six years old when I had my first sexual experience; of course at that time I didn’t know it was rape or even sex. I didn’t know why this women was doing the things she was doing to me. It is not easy, well it’s a way into a relationship now; but for a while it wasn’t easy for me to talk about this. First I’m male and this isn’t suppose to happen to boys, or boys don’t tell cause it’s what boys do to girls not the other way around. This was just a lady in the neighborhood, I’d play with her kids and one day she started touching me there, by the time I was eight we were having sex on a regular basis after school and on the weekends at her house. She would give me money and buy me what ever I wanted, so I quickly learned what I could do to a woman and/or for a woman that would get me whatever I wanted. So who is to blame for my life? And the things that I had to go through, her or me? I have always heard of sowing and reaping, or everything you do comes back to you, and the other one, what goes around comes around, how you have managed to turn it into something’s spiritual is beyond me. How you have gotten me and other people to talk about things that are so deeply hidden, I don’t get but, if I can get right before I die or help some one else then ok.
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About the Book
The Seeds you Sow is kind of a prequel to Breathing Under Water Believe it nor not you are not alone. It takes a deep look at who's or whom is at fault for the way your life has turned out.
Example: Grandmama had high blood pressure, mama has high blood pressure and I have it as well. The seeds you sow looks at where the high blood pressure started and ask the question do I really have to have it too? just because Mama and grandmama had poor eating habits do I really have to as well, and do I really want to pass this on to the 4th and 5th generation of children in my bloodline. I just used high blood as an example but it could be any illiness, diabetes, cancer or no illiness at all, maybe bad habits smoking, sexual behaviors anything that is attached to you in a negative way. Who is responsible? Can't keep a job, a man, a buck, life just sucks. Is it me or the things and/or people that I have encourter in my life, once you've made that connection then you can began to change the habit. The Seeds you sow will follow you all the days of your life and if not your life then you children or your children's children it's generational and it can be stoped.
About the Author
Vernice (Vern) to those who know her has been writing for over 20 years. Her first book Breathing Under Water Believe it or not you are not alone has touched the lives of many who have read it and has helped heal many wounded individuals and families a like. Vern is a very outspoken lady and often dosen't follow the staus quo. Vern is a motivational speaker and advocate for women and children rights. Vernice has been married for tweleve years and has one daughter they reside in Conyers, Ga.