Look To The Sky
Look to Jesus
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That nurse told me that night Dorothy if this weren't in our life book Then Dorothy this wouldn't have happen to you. Dorothy, god has a planned for you, but you do not know what's god's planed is, but one day you will know Dorothy one day you will know. In addition, when he let you know Dorothy you will work on it she told me again. I do not remember when she left I went to sleep never knowing who she was. Now when she comes in my room I was at the head of the bed when she taken my head in her lap I was at the foot of the bed. Until this day, I do not know how I got there but when I open my eyes, I was again at the head of the bed. In addition, I never seen that nurse again and every time I asked about her I was told they did not have any nurse there that walked with her left feet turned inward. I would wonder what could god's plan be for him to take my leg dear GOD please tell me. I heard a voice say when its time you will know and not until then my child not until then. Also we have a BIBLE life and our bible life is our BASIC INSTRUCTION BEFORE LEAVING EARTH. There for we just learning the basic instruction of life. However the first letter in basic instruction before leaving earth spells BIBLE. One day I was looking through my nightstand and I run up on this poem called footprints in the sand. I cried on the part that read the Lord replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During the times of your trials and sufferings when you saw only one set of footprints- that is when I carried you. I said the lord been with me all this time I know god loves me and he would never turn his back on me. Well I stop feeling sorry for myself, I started working out more, and feeling good about myself, which is something I never did. I would go down to the piano room and play the piano even though I do not know how. See all my life I never felt good about myself, I always felt other people was better than me and nothing good ever was going to come my way, and I felt I just did not belong nowhere but on low paid jobs, and never could be a leader of nothing. I guessed that is why I always gotten in bad relationships. I felt I could not do any better than I was doing. That is why I stayed on hard low paying jobs. When others did not want to do something here come the yes woman. Well I stop feeling sorry for myself, I started working out more, and feeling good about myself, which is something I never did. I would go down to the piano room and play the piano even though I do not know how. See all my life I never felt good about myself, I always felt other people was better than me and nothing good ever was going to come my way, and I felt I just did not belong nowhere but on low paid jobs, and never could be a leader of nothing. I guessed that is why I always gotten in bad relationships. I felt I could not do any better than I was doing. That is why I stayed on hard low paying jobs. When others did not want to do something here come the yes woman to take own jobs others didn't want. That didn't make others like me that made them disrespect me. I learned through the years when I gotten in relationships and when I didn't demand respect from men I didn't get it. It's so bad that you have to demand some men to respect you but it's because of how some of us carry ourselves self around men. Anyway getting back to my story I will tell you about Camarillo State Hospital it was HELL I don't like to talk it's a place you can't tell a person who it was because no words for it. I hear it was spooky however spirits come to me looking as you and I there for I cannot always tell unless they want me to know they're not human. I was so young only 12 that for when I would be talking to somebody and I look back and they weren't there anymore you think I would tell anybody to get more time talking that way for another 3 to 6 months no way in hell I just said nothing if I did see something or hear somebody call my name and wasn't there. Camarillo State Hospital is a collage now old Camarillo State Hospital is no more all things good and bad must come to an end.
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My main point I'm trying to get a cross to everybody that don't believe in near death is to please believe it, believe what a person tell you about it because it's real, I can tell you I to was a nonbeliever till I had my own experiences myself. Also I want to get across don't believe just because a person is admitted to a mental hospital they crazy because a person don't have to be crazy to be admitted in one. Also I want young people to know how I was treated on jobs and told we workers could be gotten a dime a dozen because we didn't have the proper education to get a decent job. Even if I was sent to a mental hospital as a young child I still went on and finish high school however, I didn't finish collage and I was on low paying hard jobs. At age 38 I got shot and I'm letting people know that God has spoken to me telling me why things happen the way they do. After I gotten shot while I was having my near death experience I seen the bright light people say they see during near death. God showed me the other life I came out of before I enter this one. Yes we was in a another life. Since I had my near death experience something happen that never happen to me before, five brothers come to me and was talking to me in my head about the way they died ,yes the five brother was dead and they had died before I was even born and they wanted me to tell how they died and when I didn't write it down as they ask me to they would hit my wall in side my apartment and my window on the outside and no way could I make this up. I ask people about the boys, yes people knew and remember the wrack killing all five brothers, they died the way they told me they died in a car wrack back in May of 1955 I was born in June 21-1955.
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I think people will be very interested in my book because they already asking me when will it be out just by me talking about it, and not only that it's a true story and I'm telling about me being admitted to once up on a time was the most popular mental psychiatric hospital in the world at age 12 which was Camarillo State Hospital, and I being able to see spirts even as a child. I'm telling about a spirt of a nurse coming in my hospital room when I got my leg shot off telling me God has a pland for me and me experiencing near death and five dead brothers coming to me wanting me to write down the way they died which was before I was born. And the first time I ever had sex it was at age six from a ghost whitch at the time I didnt know what was happing to my body and no sex on earth I ever had came near to that ghost sex. This book is a down right true story and I'm willing to take any lie detected test on TV to prove it. I'm talking about the things I experience even as a child such as the ghost sex.