Sarah lay on the bed in a fetal
position, her back to Doty, revealing a body only partially clothed. Doty was
in the act of removing his breeches. On the porch Joseph ran his hand around
the area looking for some type of weapon. When his hand came in contact with a
stool, he picked it up, smashed out the window and climbed into the room. As
the surprised Doty turned toward Joseph, his breeches around his knees, Joseph
slammed a fist into his midsection and as Doty bent over to pull up his
breeches Joseph smashed a fist against his cheekbone that sent Doty to the
floor. Joseph bent over Doty; picking him up by his pants and shirt collar, he
swung him around catching the oil lamp, sending it crashing to the floor and
Doty went head first out the window. Joseph turned his attention to Sarah, who
by now had sat up wondering what was going on. Joseph was in the act of lifting
Sarah from the bed when Doty came back through the window, minus his breeches,
and landed on Joseph’s back sending them both to the floor. They rolled around
on the floor flailing with arms and legs. Doty was screaming as the fire, which
was by now spreading, came in contact with his bare body. Joseph fought him off
and sent several crashing blows to Doty’s body and face. He finally slumped to
the floor and lay still. There was no time to waste now, the fire had caught
the flimsy curtains and reached the ceiling. This house would soon be engulfed
in flames. Joseph must get Sarah out as fast as possible. Picking her up Joseph
headed out the bedroom door and turning went down the hall and kicked the back
door open. With Sarah in his arms, he dashed out into the fresh air.
When he reached his horse he
placed Sarah on her feet and looking back at the burning building he hesitated
only long enough to say, “I can not leave him in there; stay by the horse,
Sarah.” Joseph again entered the burning building and when he reached the
bedroom, he could not see, because of the smoke, and the heat was almost
unbearable. He dropped to his knees and crawled in, reaching in all directions
until he felt an arm of Doty’s. Clasping it firmly he dragged Doty slowly out
the bedroom door and down the hall, and out the back door of the house into
fresh air. Joseph dragged Doty until he reached the buggy where his frightened
horse was trying to break loose, fearing the fire that was raging so close by.
Joseph picked up Doty and dumped him into the buggy,
then going around to the horse’s head he released it. Letting the horse have
its way, it trotted off into the darkness.
Joseph was spent, yet the rain
felt cool and refreshing as he returned to Sarah, who stood, sobbing beside his
horse. Sarah threw her arms around Joseph crying, “Oh, Joseph, Joseph, I was so
frightened; I love you, Joseph, I love you.” “I love you too, Sarah, I did not
know how much until tonight. When they reported you missing, Henry Fisher said
Doty Oaks had picked you up, supposing he was to bring you home. When you did
not show up something told me to go to Zeke’s old residence.” Looking back at
the house with the crackling flames shooting out the roof, Joseph said, “What a
tragic end for a place that had so many fond memories.” “I know, Joseph,” Sarah
exclaimed, “I think of Zeke and Chee-Chee so
often.” “Well,” Joseph remarked, “We can
do nothing more here; we had better get back and let everyone know you have
been found.” It was then, and only then, that Joseph realized Sarah was
completely uncovered to her waist and he mumbled, “Oh Sarah, I’m sorry, forgive
me; here, you can have my shirt.” “Sarah laughed as she said, “Do you think it
will be large enough?” “It’s wet,” Joseph replied, “but it will cover you, and
some to spare.”
Gathering her skirt, what was
left of it, around her, Joseph lifted Sarah up and she straddled the horse. He
then led the horse to a large stump that was made visible by the glow of the
fire from the burning house. Joseph stepped upon the stump and straddled the
horse behind Sarah. With his arms around her holding the reins, Sarah lay back
and said, “Joseph, I shall never forget this night; you will never know what
you mean to me.” Joseph tied the reins together and laid them on the horse’s
neck, as he placed both his arms around Sarah and said, “I know I shall never
forget this night either, I have come to the realization that there is
something I have refused to accept for a long time.” “And what is that,
Joseph?” Sarah asked, “I’m in love with you, Sarah. Now that I have said it,
and it’s out in the open, what can I do about it?” “I’m your slave, Joseph,”
Sarah said, as she laid her head on his shoulder. “You can do what you want
with a slave, Joseph: work her, whip her, sell her; I am yours to do what you
want.” Sarah turned and sitting sideways she put her arms around Joseph; laying her head on
his shoulder, she started to sob.
There had been a trace of
bitterness in Sarah’s voice. It expressed the emptiness of the slave’s life,
the dreams, the desires that were never fulfilled.
From the cradle to the grave, little had been done to inspire them. When love
entered a slave’s life, it was usually short-lived. In many cases families were
split up and sold like horses, sheep and swine. Many ministers declared slavery
was devised by God, for the special benefit of the colored race. Published
articles about the Negro claimed they needed a master or guardian. The question
of slavery was becoming more pressing. Abolitionists faced danger, were
considered self-righteous, bitter and narrow.
Meanwhile as the horse picked its
way around the underbrush that had slowly taken over the road to Zeke and Chee-Chee’s house, Sarah fell asleep in Joseph’s arms. How
good she felt, relaxed as she was. He could feel her breath on his bare
shoulder, and wished the ride could have been longer.