Because I Am Different

LIFE

This life has a lot of things to go through,
especially if it has to do with you.
I think of all I have been through in life, as I go
in the kitchen and I look at that knife.
I just think of jamming it into my heart,
because it was already broken apart.
After I'm gone no one will realize.
The regret they will feel when I die.
I want to be with God because he is the one
who loves.
Maybe he will take me and I will be with him
above.
I think of the past and wonder if I have a
future.
I think of school, my personality, and I know
there's one for me.
Forget those who don't love thee,
As long as I and God loves.
Taking my life is truly wrong,
If I take it day by day I know I can go on.
I have too much going for me,
School, friends, hobbies, and like I said my
personality.
as I look at the knife I slowly shut the drawer,
I have God here with me and taking a life is oh
so wrong.
And you my love, are definitely not worth
dying for.

ETERNITY

When you are with me, I am all smiles
When you are not with me, I miss you cause
you are not around.
The chemistry between us is more than I can
say,
I want to be with you, throughout each passing
day.
When I am sad and blue, and have no one,
nobody,
Just the sound of your voice melts my heart
and becomes my remedy.
Words can't explain what your presence means
to me,
For I wish to God that you and I will be until
eternity.
You are not only my confidant, but you are my
soul mate,
Cause the passionate love we share is so strong
that it is never too late,
Too late to express our feelings and say what's
on our minds,
To be there for each other, from now and time
to time.
When I look up in heaven and I see a missing
star,
I believe that it was you and you came to be
where you are.
That God sent you down here to fall in love
with me,
To help me bear my troubles and forget all my
misery.
I'm gonna help you get through your pain,
I'm gonna give you all my love where no more
will remain.
I'm gonna be your girl, your sweetheart, your
lover, your wife,
I'm gonna be that ONE important person in
your life.
I truly, truly doubt in my mind that you will
ever leave,
That's why they made that word for us, the
word
ETERNITY.