Dear goD,
I love being alive.
Really.
There is so much magic, so many things to sniff on the wind, noises to
hear and know. I am so grateful to be
alive, too. After that big metal monster
sent me flying into the air, I didn’t think I would live. I couldn’t feel any of my legs, and my eyes
were the only things I could move. I
wasn’t sure what had happened.
But I was saved from despair – and I loved playing
the guessing game as I lay there all those weeks. What were they saying? What did they want? Could we play now? Treats now?
I love to jump and be goofy,
although my human mom thinks I can’t help but be goofy because of “The
Accident”. I just think it’s so much
fun!
And goD? Thank you for making green, green grass and
mud, and so much stuff to smell! Thanks
for rats, and roosters and car noises to bark at and food – thanks loads for
that. And thanks for sending me to these
people who made me well again. We have
the best times. When she kisses me right
between the eyes, where my nose slopes upwards, it makes me shiver with
joy. I just love that!
I don’t remember anything before “The Accident”, but
things are so specially good now, how bad could that have been – the time
before? Hah! There goes a butterfly
-thanks for those too, goD. They’re beautiful. And the sunsets. Everyday I get to watch one, well, it’s just
special. Did you know each sunset has
its own very distinct scent? Pure pleasure.
You did a fine job, goD. Thanks.
Leihke.
Dear goD,
You should have told the Angels I was ticklish.
Anyway, it all happened so very quickly, and then I couldn’t see my Mom
anywhere, but I could hear her crying. I
am still not sure what exactly happened, but I know I am someplace else now,
nearer to you. I am searching for a way
to talk to Mom and let her know where I am.
Except I am not sure, quite, where that is. I can feel her near me, but it’s like we are
in two different universes, is that possible?
Like we are right next to each other, but somehow can’t touch or speak.
It was scary at first, but now I am sort of used to
the quiet around here, the peace, the soft feeling of being here. It’s, um, gentle, I guess would be a good way
to describe it. I can hear my Mom but
can’t see her, or reach out to her. Can
you help? I think she needs to hear from
me.
Mom, if you can hear me in
some way, please don’t cry. I loved you so, I am not
sure what separated us but we will find each other again, I know it. goD
wouldn’t make us stay apart forever. The
Angels wanted to play so very much, they wouldn’t let me stay you see. We have had nice times together here, but I so want to see your face again and rub against your cheek
like I used to when we went to bed.
Remember, you used to squeal in a high voice and say “What am I, a woim?” You know you
aren’t a worm, even though I used to like to roll in them too. You made me giggle inside when you said
that. Now I miss you. But the Angels and I have nice times
together, and I feel like I am on vacation.
Dear goD, please tell Mom
I am okay and will see her again soon.
Tell her to be on the lookout for me in everything she sees and
does. Make sure she doesn’t cry, and let
her know I have not forgotten her; I’m just away for a short while. Please comfort her and keep her in your heart
until I can rub against her cheek again.
Thanks.
Hammer