Sex Trafficking

The pain from all the childhood sexual abuse had finally came home to roost. The sex became abusive. I became internally and sexually sadistic. My inner pain was uncontrollable. I started my own sexual revolution. I begin to seduce men into having long term relationships with me. I had mastered mind three different men into thinking I was in a committed sexual relationship with each of them. I actually felt supernatural during sexual intercourse. I begin to let sex consume me. I thought about it day and night. I enjoyed hearing each of them yell my name. I enjoyed hearing them scream each time we had an encounter. The men had no idea about the game I was playing. I was now in control of my sexuality. I wanted men to feel the pain I felt when men violated and perverted my sexuality through rape. Therefore, I took on another personality. A personality that I never knew existed.