Reduced To Tears, The Weary Walk Home

It's because of you I aimlessly sit with this pad of paper and pen. And it's because of you I cause so much self abusiveness. Swearing to myself I would never do this to myself again. And it's because of you I now know love is just a gruesome act of pretend. And trust me the pain I've been through your heart can't even comprehend. And if you could see inside my soul you'll understand why it's absurd to think my heart could ever mend. But what I really need, is this obsession with my past to finally end. So I can be free. But because of you I'm depraved. Lost in this simple minded almost incoherent stage. Lying medicated in almost a hibernated state. Lost with no direction. Unsure which fork in the road to take. And it's because of you I'm in a tug-of-war with whether I Love You or hate. Inside my head overwhelmed by this mental debate. But till' I obtain the peace that I chase. I will forever be moving in this never ending race... TRS