Vanquished

“I lost you once dammit Ashley through a fault of my own I wasn’t quick Enough to heal you. I have had to wait for you to be reborn so to speak and To come back to me. I can’t go through that again. Once Ashley you loved me deeply, maybe one day we will get that love back but I guess I have to be Patient and wait until you fully remember everything about us and our Existence.” William replied while looking away from me concentrating on Something far away but I still heard the deep emotion of loss in his voice and my heart couldn’t take anymore. I felt like my heart had been squeezed so hard in my chest and I couldn’t breathe. William looked my way and paled when he saw the devastated look I had on My face. He reached out to me. My thoughts whirling around in my head. I felt awful. I wanted to make William’s life happy and complete to mirror my own feelings. I didn’t know how William had felt. Now i felt very very selfish about my thoughts being of happiness and happy endings. I must some how find a way to make William life as good as mine felt right at this very moment, since William had found me. “No Ashley please don’t feel that way. I don’t want you to feel bad I want to Make your life better and happier.” He said talking fast trying to stop me From falling apart in front of him. Tears spilled over the rims of my eyes and fell on my hands. I lifted my Hands and wiped the tears away quickly. I will not cry, it’s not fair to anyone If I sit here blubbering because of being over emotional. “William I am NOT going to leave you. I don’t fully know what has Happened in my past but I will never ever leave your side. I promise you” I Said while I held his face in my hands so I could look into his eyes to show My honesty and feelings for him.