What Lies Beneath the Surface

We were born to live and we were born to die, how can we understand the life that we are bless with; what is the reason for us being here? Why haven’t we found the answer to why we are here, instead of finding the answer to why we are here; we have found away to survive how easy it is for us to forget. Sickness and death follow us no matter where we go, sickness and death will forever plague our lives; for we have yet to seek out the reason for why we are here. How can we understand death? Death is something that we don’t quite understand, we know it’s real for we see it each day of our lives; many have their reason for why we die. Death will forever be around us for we constantly plague ourselves, with the knowledge that we choose to carry with us; death have no boundaries for it seeks  us out like the plague that it is. Death have no name for when death finds us there is no running from death, understanding death is the key for if you don’t understand death; then you will always carry that fear of dying or fear of losing someone close. Our journey in life starts out with us wanting the things that we see, we find ourselves doing what we can just to get what we see; this world is so big on showing us things in which we will find ourselves struggling to have. When we look upon the things that we see, we find ourselves accepting what we see; and if it will make us look good or bring us more of what we need. We live in a world where survival is very important, and surviving is the key to life well this is what they have been telling us; if surviving is the key to life then why do you  make surviving hard. If we aren’t able to survive what will our lives be like, you push us down that dark and lonely road, and you show us all the things that we can have; if we do what you want us to do but not even that works. What you give don’t come easy and we struggle just to comply with what you want us to do, and you know we will not succeed for you make it twice as hard for us not to succeed; you sit and watch us strive for a life that you know we will not have. And you watch us  break ourselves down in the process, how can you say you have our best interest at heart; when you do everything with in your power to stop us from going too far ahead. You watch us make a fool out of ourselves, because we are striving for what you say we can have; and even when we accomplish that which it wasn’t easy then you watch us struggle to keep what we can have. Look at how twisted and crazy this world is, for you put out so much into getting what you need; and then you find yourselves putting out more just to keep what you have. We have place so much stress upon ourselves because we are trying to survive in a world that is only based on making money, you have showed us how important money really is; and you have showed us how our life will be if we don’t have this very thing. What have cause our focus to change why didn’t we remain strong? Why have our focus change from wanting God  to wanting and needing money, you have gave us the tools of surviving which we didn’t have no knowledge of; now that you have done so our survival have become a heavy load in which we will have to carry. This money have made the strong weak and have place the weak in the grave, what good have come from this money in which we love; we didn’t know what this money would have done, we never use to pay such close attention to it and now we see you and everything you bring. You have certainly found away to sell yourself no one really notice you in the beginning, they hated what they had to go through and it was because of you; because they hated what you brought  upon them they didn’t see you. But you made sure they notice you and that you did, what you have done was place fear in their hearts; the fear of not having you the fear of trying to hold onto you. What you wanted the people to see is all the things you can do for them, and no matter what they will not be able to live with out you; what the people didn’t know is what you will one day show them. But before you could show them the other side of you, you wanted there lust and desire for you to increase; you wanted the people to see you as a good provider.