The Journey Called Life

Perfection doesn’t rule here on earth, but it trickles down from the heavenly realm as little pieces of our contract. We alone have made our life contract either a boring one, or a Mr. Toads wild ride. “It’s not fair you say?” It’s not fair for whom, you, your child?  You are only responsible for your choices in life, no one else.  It’s a done deal by the time little ones come shooting down the tube of life into this world.  We, as parents, are here to make sure our children complete their mission in life; whether the life is one of abuse, early passing, large experience, or simple and quiet.  Enjoy while you can, experience greatly, love largely, learn, teach, and help humanity that surrounds you.  Make it easy on strangers who have there own deal going; they’re not really strangers.

Emotions are part of this planet, experience and learning the reason we come.  So wonderful is this opportunity, that there is a waiting list of spiritual beings to come in.

Mistakenly, we take life, shrink it down to a small box, and claim it as ours.  We can choose to live inside this box, or step out of the box and get closer to Universal understanding.  I implore you to step out of your box of sorrow, and see why things are, as they are.  Leave the man made teachings behind; they hold us down for their personal gain.  Break the bonds, and really see that the Universes’ agenda is bigger than we are. We can choose to stay in sorrow, or move to an acceptable level of peace. It isn’t easy, but know, from understanding comes peace. Choose were you want to be. Choose not to think of sadness before falling asleep at night; tomorrow will have enough time for you to move through your sorrow. Pray for a gentle sleep. Your choices will speed the healing process.

Grieving will never end; however, it will lessen in time. This is a Universal gift so you can live once again. Anger and sadness will keep you and your child apart; peace bridges the gap. Mom’s, I know how you are feeling.  The loss is something that can’t be explained, unless experienced.  It’s a wound in the heart that will never be completely healed, can’t be.

From this moment on you will wake, and go to sleep with your child on your mind. You will miss your child every second of the day.

It is so painful that your mind will shut down to protect itself.  The loss is so profound, it’s unexplainable, and so you stop trying to explain it.  You’re afraid you’re going to die from the grief, and then, you’re afraid you won’t.  The question you will ask most is, “is my child safe?” This is a natural question to ask, because we know intuitively, that there is life after life, and that is where your child now lives.

You will be sad for a long, long, long, time, and this is a natural part of grieving.  If you understand all that is written in this book, you will also understand that you can return to joy, without the guilt of needing to be sad to prove your undying love for your child. It is already known, because your love for your child crosses time and space.  Your child wants you to be happy again, when the time is right.

Your child is only a name call away, always. Don’t allow your beliefs to be influenced by outside elements. You will know what is true for you.

This is not the ending to my story, just the earthly one.  The one in the Ethers continues; I know this to be true.  My Wonderful Son encouraged me to close the chapter on his earthly life. Who am I to not obey?