You Really Love Me!!!

Sometimes talking to a good friend can help you out with many things, such as sex, motivating yourself, getting the right kind of help you need, knowing some medicine you really need in life to help control any bad action you might want to take.    But deep down in your heart it is wrong. Always try to find a true friend or a nice professional person that will take time with you, and give good advice for you. Don’t let any type of diseases get the best of you. We have medicines for most diseases, and cures for some. One day God will bless us with the right type of medicine to cures AIDS and MS, no one is going to have the power to keep it away from the needed. That’s enough looking at my body not to bad; just need a little work on it. I’m so thankful someone straightened me out about my pills; tonight showed me I still have it. I Need to go out sometimes, not to look for a man, but to let myself know that I still have self-esteem about myself. No it wouldn’t hurt if I do happen to bump into a man. (SHOOT) Hell, fat depression people can have an intelligent partner, to love them and enjoy them too. We  smell, look, and dress nice too! Yeah, most of us have some education. I would love to throw a little honey on a man now! He will love to sink in this soft cuddle body of mines (call it bragging if you want, but I feel good knowing nothing is seriously wrong with me).I’m still young but darn I don’t want my honey to dry up! Shoot, Bee, told me gray hair had start growing down there on her, and she’s only thirty! Lord something good has to happen for me! I can’t dry up!! Lord, lord, I will have to shave my hair, you think a man likes a baldhead honey? (Don’t act as though you don’t know what I am talking about).Oh God this bed feels so good! I wish a man were here with me, a nice honest man that would  like to get married some day. Bee says, ”Some men are afraid to get marry, and you have to be very careful.” Hell, dating is still the same when I was doing it. Some men act as though it’s still twenty years ago. Just say the word marriage and some men will go running again. What I don’t understand, if a men want your honey, shouldn’t they be committed to that person?

Nowadays ,there are so many diseases out here. Wow!! What a good nights rest I had? Thank you God! I’m still feeling a little sexy, I feel like hearing a little of Art Kelly!! Yes, I know his name is R.Kelly .I need the ocean a little today. It is pretty as heaven outside! Closing my eyes wishing I could go swimming, maybe even putting my feet in the water, it will help me relax. Oh, that feels so good, I still have my eyes closed. I have no make up on my face, and I’m wearing these big sunglasses, I just look plain!! I want to scream! and let the world know I am free! My medicine is very important. My body is calling for something good; I have no idea what it is yet .My eyes are still closed. It smells so refreshing, a little fresher than usual .It smells like old fashion Cool-water, only a man smells this way. Who would smell like that? It’s only the water and my thinking. My eyes are still close, and I/m relaxing like a cool cucumber. Oh, I love this! I thought I heard someone say something, but it was just my imagination .I don’t think no one will notice me, with these big black sunglasses on. I ordered this black swimsuit with a slip dress to go over it. I’m tired of wearing that orange duster. Did someone say “Hi?“ Maybe, it’s my imagination again, because no one knows me out here .I’m sitting way on the other side .It must be the birds, swans, and ducks or something. It feels so good out here. I’m trying not to eat so much, and that’s going well .My medicine is doing well with me, and some other people I know that’s taking it. Thank you GOD!! My eyes are still close, thinking of pleasant things in people life. How beautiful things are in this world! People need to take time out and enjoy whatever life is left for them, because no man knows exactly when our life will be taken from us .Let’s enjoy today! By learning this, it has made me a better person. And I would like to help anyone who has any type of problem to read every word that is wrote here, “Enjoy life to the fullest with respect.” My eyes are still close, because concentrating on others makes me want to reach out and give them a helping hand, knowing that I’m not GOD. People need to know what others are going through, and it can make a difference, it did for me. You know, talking to someone that knows how you really feel, who has the similar problem you have. I know I have repeated myself again but there is some serious stuff out here, and we need that tender care. Most doctors are fine but sometimes they don’t have all day to answer your questions about how to take your medication and how much it costs. People will tell you to listen to commercials on television, but ask your pharmacist, doctor or insurance company about what medicines are covered with your medical insurance .I’m sure they will be glad to answer any question you have. Sometimes, insurance companies are helpful, Some take out a little more time with you and go over important things with you. So don’t get upset, your company may be perfect in your eyesight, and the owners of these companies think they are right too. so if it’s not you, don’t worry about it. But coming from some of my close friend