I Heard God Crying

A gigantic mountain of pain engulfed Ania that she found impossible to overcome multiple obstacles to overcome pain of too many losses. Ania’s world is keeping her distracted from God’s blessings and His goodness so blinded by the past she couldn’t see her resilience, her faith, the kingdom of heaven inside herself!” Until God face her with unmistakably clarity. While she was overgrowth with pain and fear, she didn’t ask any except an extended explanation of why this extraordinary painful events took place in her life. She wanted healing from anger, bitterness and the wisdom to relinquish all the pain and bitterness from her devastating past of turmoil. Her situation was extreme with her life constantly in the line of death. She pleaded to be death while she was submerged in darkness and isolation. Her faith was at stake while waiting for God to show up while she fought a malignant enemy that looks like a loving friend, Ivan!” Making a constant uncomfortable way of living and the real cost of enduring suffering reaches a limit she forced to choose her direct conflict to remain obedient caused her a lot of guilt and extreme awkward situations the love of Jesus sustained her. Her journey with Edward was the sweetest she could only know and it was unexpected and he naturally testified his love for her. Knowing someday Ivan will be out of their lives. God show up just in time.