I’m Screaming For Help But Only To Me

About the Book

Written out of desperation this book presented itself as a continuous poem from start to finish it came out of not knowing what else to do other than commit suicide. Once the initial lines were on paper there was then a tidal wave of emotions, feelings and trying to battle depression demons that had appeared through the words expressed. Without question the unintentional production of this poem saved the author.

About the Author

LJP is a normal everyday guy with a great job, good income and plenty of get up and go in his everyday life, however, two years after his divorce was hit unknowingly with a devasting bout of Depression. Feeling that his life was spiraling into an abyss he woke one day and dug out an old notebook and pen and started writing. First came 6 lines about pain. From those six lines then flowed over an initial 9 day period an uninterrupted depiction of his depression, anxiety and suicidal feelings which transpires as a poem. There was a break after the initial 9 days of 1 month before LJP was driven by something to battle his depression again via writing.