It's Not About Me

Sometimes you find yourself talking in circles or contradicting your thoughts. That is because you are searching for answers that you have not yet translated into questions. You feel along, stranded in a world you can not make sense of, I know, how that feels, because I've felt like that at a very young age and wonder why was I here and was there a purpose for my life. I wondered who are these people surrounding me, I know, I call them mother, father, sister and brother but my ways were not their ways and vice versa. I remember one sunny morning when I was just a toddler riding my tricycle on the porch, it was a large porch with steps in the middle. I wanted to get off that porch so I decided to ride the tricycle down the steps headed somewhere, anywhere or just nowhere. I soon discovered I had made a bad decision that would be the beginning of many to come. I was inspired to write this book because I had uncovered a flaw in my life. I was a Racist and Bigot. I have always felt that everyone has some grain of prejudices within themselves but I did not know how deeply mine was rooted. Once God had uncovered my flaw, I cried like a baby, especially when I informed my family and friends. When I did, I could feel that nagging pain, scorning heat, anger, hatred and rage seeping out of me. Hatred for everything bad that had happen in my life, my parent's life, my sibling's life and my ethnic heritage. It was a discovery that God brought to my attention at a prime age of 59, and then afterwards, God gave me a clean heart. James 5:16 Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much. kjv (Affirmation) (text) "To know is the beginning"