Miracles Among Chaos
A Courageous Journey Through Childhood Abuse and Mental Illness
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The Vivid Dream- I was dreaming in my dream. I woke up in my dream and I was surrounded by spirits. It was dark and there were shadows all around me. I could not make out any faces. It was like they were floating back and forth, slowly. I was back in my childhood home. My old bedroom When I woke up in my dream I saw and felt the many spirits in my room. I felt scared. I felt a hand on my left shoulder. I did not look back to see, but it was my dad. How I knew, I do not know. I just knew it was him. A feeling of calmness came over me at that moment. After communicating with one of the spirits, a spirit entered into my body. I felt that sensation, in the here and now dream. In my dream I felt a little uneasy about what just happened. I got out of bed and went into the hallway. My cellphone began to ring in my dream. The ringing noise had static. It was like there was a bad connection. I answered the phone with a question in my voice "Jesus"? I said. I paused and there was no answer. I thought that was weird, and I hung up the phone.
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Miracles among Chaos is my story of childhood abuse, my struggle with mental illness, and the journey I walked through to find love, hope, faith, and finally myself. My book is one that will give readers a roller coaster of emotions as they turn the pages. The greatest gift I can give to you in reading my story is the gift of forgiveness. In order for any of us to move forward in our own journey, we must forgive those who have hurt us. I had an early experience with death, and it set me up for a lifelong struggle with faith in God and why we all are here. As I struggled with my faith and my mental illness, many miracles occurred along the way are sure to help even the biggest skeptics open their minds and their hearts to the fact that there truly can be miracles among chaos. Miracles Among Chaos is a fascinating read. While it is a very personal account of one woman’s journey through abuse and chemical imbalance, it is also inspirational and relatable to anybody that has had to rise above their circumstances. Bella’s story travels through family secrets, devastating losses to battles with obesity. Bella is a survivor whose story needed sharing! James F. Grindle PMH-NP Psychiatric/Mental Health Nurse Practitioner
About the Author
Bella Louise Allen has had a love for writing since high school. This is just the beginning of her journey with writing. Her first book shares with you her journey not just with her love for writing but also the struggles she has encountered over the years and how important writing has been in her own therapy along the way. When Bella is not creating magic on paper, you can find her taking care of those she loves and working hard to provide for her family and herself. She also loves to travel to beautiful parts of her state (Maine) and capture the beauty of the state and memories with her family. Please visit this website to know more about the author: foxbangor.com-bangor.mainewviiabc7.