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One of the biggest questions we ask ourselves is how did it all begin? In Genesis in the Bible it states “In the beginning God created the heavens and the Earth.” This is a simplistic and straightforward explanation. As a young boy I just accepted this and never questioned it. Questioning it I felt would be going against the church and my own belief system. Then as I got older and more interested in learning about how everything was created, I revisited this simple explanation about the beginning of life. I hungered for the answers about the creation of everything, not just Earth and humanity, but the very core of life beyond what we know. Where did it begin? What was the very first element created? How was an atom created? Is there really a God, and if so, how was God created? These were some of the questions I have been living with my whole life. I never asked for answers because I felt that I would be going against the church. Then I realized that I am an intelligent, rational, and viable energy system that came from the same stream of Creation as everyone else. I was limited by my own ego and the influence of the mass of collective energy. Fundamental thinkers would ridicule and view anyone who seeks answers beyond their limited thinking as sinful, evil, or going against God. I lived in a fear-based operating system for many years, believing that if I questioned anything about the universe and our true existence that I would be condemned and cast into Hell. I realize now that this way of thinking is distorted and ridiculous. Why would a man be condemned for asking questions? Through this realization I looked past the illusions of the ego and saw the truth. It All Begins With The Creation of The Cosmos The development of the Cosmos is the greatest mystery of all, a magnificent miracle. The vast expanse of matter is never ending and trying to understand it is incomprehensible. All of the answers to our existence can be found in the Cosmos, we just have to tune in and be receptive to the true energy that has created all things. As a young boy the universe always fascinated me. The unexplained events that have brought us to where we are today in the physical realm has challenged me to look beyond myself in search for higher meaning and purpose. This book has taken decades to write. It is a collection of events that have contributed to my awakening. Here is what I have discovered about the beginning of our existence. The entire Cosmos is made up of energy. This energy is the truth to our existence. To understand this energy one must remove all that they know in the earthly intelligence sense (ego) and tune into universal intelligence (spiritual) through higher consciousness. We are all products of the energy of Creation. Through this connection we are made up of two opposing energies, negative and positive. It is the dualistic opposition of these two forces that has created the entire universe. The Grand Separation: Free Will The beginning stages of life on Earth were primarily physical in nature. As the energy of Creation became more stable and produced rich organic compounds (food, animals, plants) the simplicity and innocence of life would change the earth’s composition. All energy systems were dependent solely on God’s energy. Then the defining moment in all of the Cosmos changed the purity and positivity of God’s energy forever. Energy systems began to develop into cognitive beings, differentiating themselves from the energy of Creation and into their own independent energy. This self-powered energy would be the first indication that there was a force greater than that ever known in the universe—The Ego. The reality of life on Earth became overshadowed by the illusions of the ego. Through the illusions of the ego came the perception and realization of pain and negativity. Energy systems would now feel pain as reminder of the Grand Separation, which reinforced the ego as being in control. By detaching from the true pure energy source of Creation, it became the responsibility of energy systems to continue harboring the energy of life within them. Male and female energy are two parts of a whole. The whole energy is God’s energy. Through the Grand Separation the energy would become divided into two different forms. The difference between male and female energy is directly influenced by the ego reinforcing the disconnection from God’s energy. Each gender would be responsible for joining together and creating new life. The physical presence of a male and female body is an alteration in energy. Particular cellular sequences are slightly altered within the DNA coding to form a male and female body. The appearance of the body is an illusion created by the mind. What is seen through the mind is a physical manifestation of molecules that help distinguish the encapsulated energy of the being, making he or she real. We have become fixated to the physical realm of life because we chose to be controlled by the ego—free will. The ego has influenced energy systems into believing that they are real. When in fact, energy systems are merely a reflection of the transparent illusion.