The Roller Coaster Inside

Disbelief in fairy tales Can you feel my heart? Can you see the vibe? The one that glows between us, That we don’t need to hide. The disbelief of what I’ve found, Is only found in dreams, Or seen in other people, And fairy tales it seems. This feeling resonates in me, Deep inside my chest, Pulsing through my veins, My body cannot rest. I see meadows in your eyes, Affection in your mind, Perfection on your lips, A face that’s so defined. Through the passing time, Of what we’ve grown to know, The stories we have shared, Affection we have shown. First meeting still to come, But from how you seem to be, In you I keep on seeing, A little piece of me. Nothing’s ever foolproof, And walls will block our way, The surrounding ring of fire, Will find a price to pay. Whatever be the obstacle, Whatever be the doubt, Any time you worry, Will always be worked out. I will go the distance, I will make the time, I’ll display all my feelings, To let you know you’re mine. I’ll ponder our adventure, Of what there is to come, My thoughts I write to you, We’ll never come undone. Daffodils The whispering wind that sways the grass, A sign that freezing winter’s passed, When shoots pop up to meet the sun, It’s the sign that spring’s at last begun. The golden bud that stands so tall, Sparkles with dew, outshines them all, And when it opens, it will glow, The wind will whisper you’re beautiful I remember I remember, the time we used to spend together. I remember, lying under the stars and only hearing your heart beat. I remember, looking into your eyes and knowing I could always trust you. I remember, the way you used to hold me and tell me everything would be ok. I remember, you telling me not to worry about you and that you would return to my arms soon. I remember, the last letter I received from you. I remember. I’m just a girl I’m just a girl, no need to love me I’m only human, no need to haunt me I’m only 20, no need to cradle me I’m forever lost, no need to guide me. You’re just a lullaby, singing in my head You’re just a nightmare, left my childhood dead You’re just a memory, living in my mind You’re just a piece, my life has left behind They don’t know, the story I hold They don’t know, the promise I was told They don’t know, the scars inside me They don’t know, the horrors I see. We’re only bound by blood We’re just a shell once stood We’re a page in a history book Our future is only what you took. The hands of time Turn back the clock, Lock your demons away, All is not forgot, The part you did play. What did you see? When I was so young, What did you have planned? Before I’d even begun. Did you see yourself dead? In the mind I have now, Could you have imagined? How you’d let me drown. If I could freeze time, I’d have you right here, I wouldn’t be speaking, To your grave through my tears. Turn back the clock, Lock your demons away, All not is forgot, The part you did play. Magnets Possessing all my actions, Claiming all my thoughts, Controlling all my feelings, Not caring if I'm caught. Burning bright with passion, in just a second of bliss, the earth can fade away, from purely just your kiss. The static feeling from your touch, The shivers through my spine, That ice cold feeling through my body, not aware of the loss of time. And boy you make me crazy, My logic fades to black, And I try hard to stay away, But your magnets pull me back. You run your fingers through my hair, You hold me close and strong, But this just makes me want you more, Although I know it’s wrong. But all control I lose, When I'm in your embrace, When your lips touch mine, And when I see your face. This feeling lasts for minutes, your effect can last for days, my memory holds you strong, But my dreams are just a haze. My want for you has made me mad, your scent just like a drug, I crave to see you every day, I get my fix from just your hug. And when I see you next, I'll want my fix again, But you will turn around and say, I'm sorry you're just a friend.