NEVER ‘PLEASE’ / JUST ‘YES’

Ashley frowned. Should she tell him she was still a virgin? As worldly as Ashley was, there was never any real experience in love-making. Sure there was petting and kissing and fondling. Yet, she never went `all the way'. There was a feeling in her soul that wanted to save `that special moment' for the man she loved and loved her. It just seemed right to give her virginity to a lover that would be her first and last lover. One who would respect her and offer her security in a relationship. Maybe she was afraid of feeling a loss when the romance ended. Nicholas would definitely leave a hole in her heart. Christopher knocked on the door. Opening the door slightly, Nicholas went to get the water. He thanked the masseuse and proceeded to lock the door. Nimbly, Nicholas undid his tie, kicked off his shoes and headed toward the bathroom. Looking over his shoulder he called, “Come, Ashley. Let's shower.” He could probably hear her swallow. Oh, God. This is it. She was going to be taught the art of love by this Italian god. She wasn't on the pill and didn't have any other birth control. What should she do? How does one tell her lover she is terrified of not being `good' enough? What if he thought her disappointing? What if they didn't `fit' together after all he was a big man? Well, she was standing there naked. She might as well take the first step toward the future. Like a deer in the headlights she walked into the bathroom. Nicholas was already in the shower. The mere sight of him, virile, muscular, confident, naked, exuding sex…. Slowly, she opened the shower door and stepped in. He smiled and kissed her lips. “Wash my back, Cara.” OK. She could do this. Taking the soap from his hand, she lathered it in hers. Caressing him so tenderly, she moved her hands over his shoulder, back and buttocks. She heard his intake of breath and felt his muscles tense. “Now my turn, Cara.” He faced her and smiled. He touched her like fine porcelain. Kissing her mouth as his hands slid down her back. Pulling her against his body, she felt his erection like steel. All her fears were gone. She knew the two of them would fit perfectly together. Nicholas would make it so. Raising her arms around his neck, she pulled his mouth deeper into hers, their tongues exploring. Finally, Nicholas groaned, “Now my darling.” He shut the water, toweled them dry quickly, lifted her into his arms he carried her to their bed. Laying her down, he joined her. Kissing her lips, trailing kisses from her cheek to her neck and back, he was tender and intoxicating. She was melting already. His hand found her breast. So tenderly, his mouth toyed with her nipple as he cupped her breast. Then he moved to her other breast and continued his laving. Ashley was lost in emotion. She could only feel. His mouth began trailing kisses down her stomach to her thighs. Lingering with kisses along her inner thighs, he then moved to her womanhood. She gasped as he found her clitoris. Nibbling and sucking he brought Ashley to a crescendo never before experienced. She released her fluid with a scream of passion. “Yes, my darling. This is how I want you, forever in my arms screaming with passion. Now, touch me. Give me your hand.” Nicholas guided her to his erection and with his hand over hers, instructed her in how to pleasure him. Ashley began feeling the heat in her belly all over again. Touching him was narcotic. He stopped her hand and moved over her. “Cara, let me enter you. I promise I will be gentle.” Ashley opened her legs and her heart to this man. He bent his head and sucked a rose-bud nipple as he coaxed her legs further apart. He recaptured her mouth in a marauding kiss. His manhood was easing into her secret place with more control than Nicholas thought capable. Finally, he could control himself no more. He thrust into her as she heaved a sigh. He stopped his movement, looked at her in surprise, but did not withdraw. “Tell me when you are ready my love. I will not thrust again until you say.” Ashley looked into his eyes so caring and what? Loving? “I'm ready for you, Nico. YES” Nicholas moved inside her. Slowly he increased his speed and penetration. Ashley could not believe he could take her to Nirvana again but he did. She thrashed her head from side to side in ecstasy as he glided his shaft to explosion. Nicholas lay on her for a moment. Then lifted his head and smiled. “My own little virgin. Are you alright?” Ashley knew at that moment she was lost. She would be his forever - even if he would not be hers. She buried her head in his chest. “Thank you. I could not have experienced a more perfect first time. You have given me a gift I will cherish.” Ashley was not even embarrassed confessing this to him. She wanted to hang the sheet out the window and yell, “I am the woman of Nicholas Rossi. He is the man I have given my maidenhead.”