The Bi-Polar Kid

What the hell? Wow if anyone has ever done L.S.D? (Trips), acid. This is how I already feel right now. I’m six years old living on a Council estate in Formby, Liverpool in a place called England. On a planet called “Earth” apparently, which is in the Universe which is part of the multi Universe somewhere in the solar system. The big pickle is I am scared to death, what am I doing here? What am I? Where am I? Who am I? The topography feels all wrong for me! What is this place? I’m six years old, six and already feel confused. Did I ever have a chance? I’ve just finished school, “Woodlands Primary” in Formby, which is next to my Auntie Judy’s and Uncle Wally’s gaff, I go there every day because my Mum is working. At this point, I have no knowledge that I even have a father or a brother. My Auntie Judy and Uncle Wally have four children, Michael, Christopher, Fiona and Heidi. My cousin Heidi had problems as a baby with her thyroid gland, she was also deaf, bless her, as a child, which the doctor’s did not detect, which incurred her to have a few problems as a child which would travel with her into adultgood such as speech and learning. I don’t know what it was but even at that age, I felt very protective of her and we became very close. I knew somehow at that age, that even then it was harder to care for someone than not, which I kept with me for life. I had built it into me that it was easy to hurt people but try and heal them, that’s a challenge. Who knows, I suppose the spirit of God has always been within me along with Buddhism. God bless Heidi, my other cousins were cool but me and Heidi had a special bond and it was evident to everyone, you could see and feel it.