I Can't Breathe

As we are sitting at the bar she becomes very quiet and I can hear “The Bitch Came Back” by Theory of a Deadman that is now playing over the speakers.

Sarah grabs hold of my arm and so I move my eyes from my drink I look to see what has gotten her attention so I turn myself around on the bar stool that I am sitting on; my eyes are now very wide and opened!

I see that there are two men standing behind us. I cannot say anything because if I do I will probably trip over my own tongue! Sarah's mouth has dropped just slightly open and I can tell what her eyes are saying "Oh my yumminess!”

I cannot help but agree with what she is thinking! These two men are very tall well they are taller than us anyway.

"Hello my name is Damon and this is my brother Marrick."

He says to us as he introduces himself and his brother.

"Hello my name is Sarah and this is my best friend Renee."

She replies to him.

They hold out their hands and so we place our hands inside theirs. I am thinking that we are going to shake hands but we are now completely shocked because they are now holding our hands to their lips!

I honestly have to say that I do not think that any man has ever done this to us before!

Damon is holding Sarah's hand and Marrick is holding my hand. I glance over and I can see that Sarah is now melting on the bar stool that she is sitting on but I realized that the hair on my neck is standing straight up as if to say hello themselves!

I must say that these two men are the most extraordinary most beautiful handsome men we have ever seen! I had no idea that men can be made like this.

Damon has blonde beautiful hair the length is down to his neck it is like a sexy mess-up hair and he has the darkest green eyes that I have ever seen. Marrick has dark wavy hair that comes to his shoulders. We can very well see that they are both very handsome men. But I have to say that they have the palest white skin that I have ever seen! Maybe that is what makes them look so attractive.

"Would you ladies like another drink?"

Marrick asks us as he releases my hand.

"No thank you.”

We both reply.

"We have a limit as to how much we drink when we go out."

Sarah says to Marrick as she smiles.

"We understand."

"Would it be ok if we sit with the both of you?"

Marrick asks as he smiles.

"Yes."

We both reply at the same time.

We stay sitting at the bar I do not think that Sarah and I have any plans on going anywhere else inside this place because we like to keep an eye on each other just in case one of us needs help.

Damon goes and sits next to Sarah so Marrick comes and he sits next to me and he looks directly into my eyes!

I really do not know what to say other than how nervous I am feeling! I can feel myself grabbing on to Sarah's hand and she holds on to mine.

Marrick has the most beautiful coal black eyes! I do not think that I have ever seen eyes this dark and so black before and his dark wavy hair just flows around his face! But I still cannot get over how pale white he looks and I cannot take my eyes off of him!

I wonder to myself.

Is the lighting in the bar is what's making his skin look so pale?

But I honestly cannot talk to him! We just sit at the bar in silence and I cannot speak a word! I look over at Sarah to see how she is doing and she seems to be having a conversation with Damon. All I want to do is go home but at the same time I really do want to talk to Marrick but again I just cannot find the words to say to him! I am starting to get upset with myself because I am so shy.

"Renee, are you ok?"

Marrick asks as he is looking at me.

"I am too nervous to talk to you!"

I reply as I look at my glass.

I cannot believe that I have just said that!

I say to myself as I lower my head.

over at Sarah to see how she is doing and she seems to be having a conversation with Damon. All I want to do is go home but at the same time I really do want to talk to Marrick but again I just cannot find the words to say to him! I am starting to get upset with myself because I am so shy.

"Renee, are you ok?"

Marrick asks as he is looking at me.

"I am too nervous to talk to you!"

I reply as I look at my glass.

I cannot believe that I have just said that!

I say to myself as I lower my head.

I feel so red right now! I look up at him he is still looking at me with such a beautiful smile on his face. He looks so perfect to me but I still do not know what to do or say.