Broken Silence

Outside My Body Outside my body I see the little girl weeping. She is shattered lying upon the ground. Weak little girl you are stupid. Her body trembles as she feels her knees bending. Twisted in her night gown, she sees her veins bleeding. Outside my body, I hear her screaming. Her voice trapped deep within her throat. Damaged little girl quit trying. Her scars are so deep within that no one sees them. She is so scared and afraid that she feels like drifting. Outside my body, I am safe and sound. Roses are for maidens, her white flower is tainted. Lay there little girl, there is no more sleeping. Withered, stained, and torn her petals fall. Destined for somebody to love her, but no one will want her at all. Outside my body, the little girl is barely breathing. His odor is suffocating and is sucking her life away. You are worthless little girl, and don’t you forget it. He kisses her forcefully, her energy is wasting. She leaves her body to deal with his greed. Outside my body is the little girl I must face. Now it is my turn to take her place. Little girl no one will love you. My hands are sweaty, and my muscles tighten quickly. My stomach aches as I struggle to win this battle. Outside my body, the now freed little girl stands. She is desperate to wonder to distant lands. This is not your body, it is my property little girl. I want to be her with her. Her hair in the wind, and her eyes as beautiful as the stars in the sky. She is full of love and warmth. Outside my body, she is safe and sound. Her night gown is not twisted and her veins are not bleeding. Shut your mouth little girl, no one will listen. His weight is on me, I cannot make a sound. My eyes are heavy, I feel like heaving. Outside my body, the little girl is not grieving. The land she goes to is filled with daisies. Stop little girl, you are not leaving. The mountains are many colors. He pulls the knife to my throat. Outside my body, she is glowing. Her life is perfect and she is full of vigor. This is your entire fault little girl, you were misbehaving. Shame and guilt take place as I see the sticky film upon my belly. My limbs are numbing, and I feel like drifting. Outside my body, the little girl is weeping. She is waiting for me to come with her. Go wash up little girl, you are a dirty little whore. I am half unconscious as I look into the mirror. My face is distorted, and I am very ugly. Outside my body, I wish I were swimming. The gates of hell are open. You are damaged, broken, and dirty little girl. This tragedy took my innocence away. I stand here trying to scrub off my skin, because of the dirt he places. Outside my body, the little girl is flying. She is in the land of butterflies and unicorns. Go to bed little girl, and keep your mouth from squeaking. Down my face tears are falling, the lights are shaded. The night is dawning, and I am stiffened by his shadow. Outside my body, the little girl saved my life. Many times I drifted, and she took my strife. You are crazy little girl, nothing happened. When no one believed me, she was there to protect me. Life would not be the same without the little girl outside my body.