From Dawn to Midnight

I put my head against my pillow to stare at a pitch black ceiling, Lesley decided to Jump up and lay his furry body next to my bare cheek. His long black tall slid across my neck, tickling me, As I laughed he began to purr, rubbing his head against my cheek. The sound of his purring somewhat comforted me in my black mist of tomorrow, I really needed comforting at this moment in time. Again I just lay thinking about what might happen tomorrow and I couldn't help but hope for a new start as I always did every year but was crushed to find out nothing changed over the summer. They still treated me the same. I was thing about If I should just pretend to have a great day in school like my father expects but I don't think I can lie about my days anymore than I already have in these years. I though I should try to enjoy my day and have fun.... okay no need to lie to myself either let’s not be tired on my day back to school cause I already was staying up when I said I was going to bed, I couldn't wait to go back to have another year where everything seems to repel me In every way. I couldn't wait.