Have I Been OVER-WED?

About the Book

My first husband, Goldie was obsessed with kids, and he chose to be with another woman just for kids. He said he loved me, but I don’t know whether he was true as when I asked him to hire a surrogate mother; he turned me down saying he wanted a child with love. Does love mean to have physical relation only and produce children? It might be so. I am still searching an answer to this. He asked me to stay in his life just as a mere doll, and I could not accomplish that.

My second husband, Brainie was simply obsessed with money. For him, money was everything and other things served no importance in his life. He wanted me to be his money machine and after spending seven years with him, Dave came in my life.

Dave, my third husband was obsessed with sex. For him marriage was just the license to physical relation freely.Whereas for me, marriage is a very sacred relation; a relation which I believe can be nurtured only with love, faith and happiness. Again love is not a simple as it sounds to be. It is the mental and emotional attachment between two persons. You cannot go before two or three persons at a time, and tell them that you love them.

Before you tell a person that you love him or her, at first give a thought whether you have any respect for that person and if you can keep him or her happy. Have some love in your heart for the person with whom you are sharing a physical relation. I am so confused after so many incidents in my life that I still do not have answers to many questions. I am writing this bookand I hope earnestly that the readers will help me in finding answers to these questions:

I don’t know if I had been married too many times.

I don’t know even if any one of my husbands loved me.

I don’t know if they had just abused my life and my trust and kicked me out of their lives.

About the Author

Renooka Gopaul nearly 58 years old, struggling in life due to few health complications. But still strong and fighting to have happy days back. Its my true love story to let the world know how unlucky I've been in my life.The main characters are me and my husbands, how I've been used, abused and betrayed. How my hopes have been shattered again and again.how My faith has been brutally raped and how plights continued to envelope my life. Something that has pained me for years encouraged me to write this book. I was left fatigued and tired, drown in the sea of memories - memories which have terrorized and tortured me.

The book also shows how in this 21st century, women are still duped and conned by wicked men who take advantage of soft-hearted women's feeling to achieve their aim. I want the story of my life to be a practical example to many for new decades. My only request to the world, if ever you are in pain and you are thinking of taking painkillers; please think of my life once and you will not need any extra painkiller.?

Young and Old are all welcomed to read this book and therefore avoid doing more or less mistakes which I've done in my life; as I know there is no rubber existing in this mortal world which will help me wiping my past.?