He Called Me Out of Darkness Into His Marvelous Light

I was place in a temporarily disability. I didn't like it, but I had to do it for my health. A few weeks later my landlord told me I needed to move. I didn't know what to think. The landlord was going to sell his house. This was a sudden situation in my life. I didn't know what to do. I prayed and asked God for help and his direction. I had so much furniture in a four bedroom house and stuff in the garage. I couldn't stay at my mother's house and I didn't have money to rent a storage. I had six children living in the house. I didn't know where we were going to stay. I cried myself to sleep thinking about my situation. The next day the landlord told me he had a garage for rent, and I could place my belongings there. I was relieved for this. A neighbor told me I could get help from Social Services for homeless. I couldn't live like this. I finally went to apply for financial assistance. I was told by a social worker I had to provide with an address. I didn't have much money for a nice hotel. I started searching for an affordable hotel. I found one very economical, it was 25.00 dollars a night. When I went to stay there, I found out why it was cheap. There were prostitutes and drug addicts renting rooms too. I would sleep a few hours just to guard the door. I wanted to run from from this filthy place. I fear for my children. I had to stay there in order to be financially assisted by the government. During that situation i searched for another job. I found a job at an agency as a medical assistant. My mom started babysitting Gabriel, he was not in school yet. When i picked him up from my mom's home, he would tell me my brother would hanged him from the doorknob. I started crying, I felt useless and was unable to protect my son. i told my brother not to harm my son. I instructed my son Gabriel that when my brother tried to harm hurt him to say, "I'm covered by the blood of Jesus and you can't touch me!" That's exactly what he did. My brother didn't get near him. When I would drop-off Valerie to school, we would pray for a new place. Valerie told me that Gabriel would point at his uncle and say, " you can't touch me devil in Jesus name, I'm covered by the blood of Jesus!" He learned quick. When I stayed at the hotel for the fifth day, I couldn't stay there any longer. I called my mom and told her where I had been staying. She stayed quiet, then sh asked if I wanted to stay at her house until I found a place. I couldn't refuse her generosity. We stayed at my mom's home for almost two weeks. I remember I wanted to read the bible, but my mom would tell me to turn off the light and go to sleep. A few times I waited until my mother was asleep to read the word and pray. It was funny when my mom would open her bedroom door to check up on me to see if I was asleep. I would quietly cry out to God to help me. One night I couldn't sleep, and was tossing and turning most of the night. My four children and I slept on the floor in the living room. As I write this I get teary eyes. Finally when I was falling asleep my little girl Valerie said, "mom go to sleep everything is going to be fine, don't worry." I said alright Valerie go to sleep. She didn't responded. I hugged her, but she was asleep. I gave her a kiss on her forehead and gently told her good night. I closed my eyes for a few minutes and when I opened them, I saw a beautiful angel with his face glowing at midair. He was like seven or eight feet tall; he was wearing white robe and he didn't have wings. He didn't say anything for a few seconds. I looked at him then he said, "I am the angel of the Lord and I have a message for you from my Heavenly Father." I was astonished for what I was seeing and what the angel had told me. I replied, what message do you have for me from the Lord?" I asked the angel in an arrogant way. I listen attentively to the angel. "My Heavenly Father said, to start writing a book, it will be a blessing to many," I couldn't believe what the angel had told me. The angel disappear. I got up and looked out the window and saw my four younger children walking around on top of a car with clear water beneath them. I was not afraid they would fall. It was an open vision. When I laid back on the floor the angel reappeared to me. It was the same angel. I stared at him and he was standing above my feet. He was quiet just looking at me. I said, can I ask you a question? The angel answered, yes. I asked does Rogelio love me? (I don't know why I asked him this.) The angel replied, I can't answer that, I must ask my Heavenly Father in heaven. The angel started moving in circles and speaking in a beautiful angelical language. I couldn't understand him. He stopped as I waited for him to answer my question. There I was in front of the angel of the Lord. The angel turn towards me and with a beautiful melody he said, yes Rogelio does love you, yes he does says the Lord. The angel disappear again and I laid backwards as I listen to a beautiful melody with a harp, tambourine, and I believe a flute. This melody doesn't compare to the music of this world, it was so beautiful. I heard an audible voice that said, " your heart is like David's." I didn't know what God meant until a few months later. I started trembling in the presence of Almighty God and started speaking in an unknown tongue.