Hush

Ayane’ wake up it’s the first day of school and the rest of your life her mother called to her. Alright mama I’ll be down in a minute. Thirty seconds for the face and two minutes for the teeth. I know mama, Ayane’s said to herself under her breath. I’ve known this every since I could do both of these on my own what the fuck is wrong with this lady, she’s never home and all of a sudden like clock work she gives a damn about what I’m doing she needs to go the fuck on with that shit. Ayane’ finished and got dressed to head downstairs for breakfast greeting her father on the way down. Hey daddy, bye I love you and see you later. I love you too Nee-Nee and I’ll see you later. Ayane’ knew she wouldn’t see him until the next day. She entered the kitchen where her mother was making scrambled eggs and cheese, turkey sausage, hash browns, toast and freshly squeezed orange juice. Dang, mama you doing it big for my first day back to school. Well you know I have to make sure my baby goes back to school with a stomach full of goodies. I know that’s right mama I already got the gear that keeps me fresh to death why not have a full stomach to go with it. Nee-Nee had on her baby phat jeans with her black baby phat shirt and her gold and black baby phat scandals with the earrings, necklace, bracelet, and pocket book to match. She’d be dressing like this for the rest of the year being that her mother and father had great jobs and are well off. She sat down and ate her breakfast and held idle talk with her mom before getting up to clean her plate and put it in the dishwasher. She kissed her mother good-bye and headed to the bus stop, greeting her cousin Tiffany on the way. Tiffany and she were very close they both grew up together and neither of them had any siblings so they thought of each other as sisters. What’s up Tiff, Nee-Nee called out to her. Nothing much just ready to stunt on these bitches in this school today. I hear that nothing but the best. They continued to gossip as they walked to the bus stop. Ten minutes later they were at school, as they stepped off the bus their friends were waiting at the bus ramp as they did year after year. What’s up bitches their friend Patrice said, another year more drama Ushonte their other friend added. Anyways let’s roll we got pimpin to do Nee-Nee said as they walked in the school poppin her collar everyone knew who they were and if they didn’t they soon would. All eyes were on them especially all the guys and all Nee-Nee could think about was the song Men All Pause by Klymaxx that her mom always listened to, she was like that all the time whenever a situation called for it she’d put a song in but this time it really fit, because the whole crew was bad starting with Nee-Nee she was the shortest but the baddest. She had long pretty black charcoal hair, chocolate skin, grey eyes, an apple bottom, and breast that would make any man cry and any woman want them and a waist line the shape of an hour glass baby girl had it going on. Then there was her cousin she didn’t have anything on Nee-Nee but she was just as beautiful she had long brown curly hair, big brown eyes, her cup size was a full b and her waist was like her cousins, and all the girls followed suite, they were just as gorgeous. They all stood by the gym waiting for the home room bell to ring, and not to mention trying to eye all the guys of the school to see who was gonna get it, or who they were gonna claim as their own. When the homeroom bell rang they all left to go their separate ways. In homeroom Ayane’ sat thinking to herself why her mother was so distant towards her, and instead of asking her she kept it bottled up. She felt her mother cared for her, but didn’t feel she loved her because she never spent time with her all she did was spend money on her and in her mothers mind she probably thought she loved her. At that moment the teacher broke her concentration by introducing her self to the class and then telling everyone else to introduce their selves. Across the room there was a young man named Vince that couldn’t take his eyes off of Nee-Nee he was mesmerized. Ayane’ didn’t notice him she just sat in class and between giving her ear to the teacher and wondering why her life couldn’t be different she almost missed the bell for her next class. Her next class was home economics and her and Ushonte’ had that class together. They both sat at the same table and Ushonte’ was talking to Nee-Nee, but she paid no mind to her friend. Hey bitch don’t you hear me talking to you, hearing that made Ayane’ snap out of her daze. What, oh yeah girl I just got a lot of stuff on mind. Like what Ushonte’ asked? Well for one my home life I mean don’t get me wrong I got it good and I don’t have to want for nothing, but I’m missing that love of a mother and daughter and a father. My dad he’s always working and my mom she always comes home late, come to think of it I can’t remember a fucking time we even sat at a table and ate dinner together. I don’t even see how they stay married, I guess getting money means more to both of them then raising a family. If you feel that way why don’t you talk to them. I don’t know I feel like them being my parents they would ask me at least one damn time how my day went or what’s going on in my life. Well it’s your life so if that’s how you feel then that’s how you feel, but just know that all your girls are here for you.