That Christmas was to me one of the worst ones I have ever had, and still to this very day I still look upon that time of the year with a sadness in my heart and I am always glad when the new year is well and truly behind me, it’s a shame really because as a small boy, like all kids I had some very memorable Christmases with my family, but never since have been repeated, its true Christmas is for kids and that’s how it should stay, but I am afraid us men never properly grow up. Still that first festive season on my own again, gave me the opportunity to think about my future in great detail, and keeping in mind that there is always someone worse off than yourself came to the conclusion that the plans that we as a couple had made were good ones and just because I was now on my own saw no good reason to change them, after all, I have come so far to achieving that goal why walk away from it now, I have already started my last contract, I have the means to carry on with my escorting business, I have the perfect house to enable me to do so, and my ex wife had really done a good job in creating Susie which in turn gave me the confidence to blossom in my new role as a transvestite escort, and with all those clothes , wigs , and shoes that had been so carefully bought for her , its about time they earned there keep. So I changed the advert in the local weekly paper from the duo act, to just myself , a convincing, attractive sexy, transvestite offering a full dressing service with massage, in luxury surroundings , discrete, and unhurried, bought a new mobile phone with a new number, and just waited for the add to come out and see what happens. Well what a surprise my phone never stopped ringing, taking about 25 to 30 calls per day, most of which I hasten to add were time wasters, still I managed to do about 1 job per day, usually in the evening as I was still working by day building my block of 4 apartments, but at weekends I could sometimes do 2 jobs per day, especially if it was raining, its funny but the rain seems to make the clients more aware of my services than sunshine, never the less I was overwhelmed by the response to my advert, and completely taken by surprise I would never have thought that there was so many men who wanted that kind of service, but there you go, there is nowt so queer as folk [pardon the pun] still this only convinced me even more that I was doing the right thing. I am not one of those kind of person that dwells in the past, throw yourself into your work and get on with it, that I find is my best way of getting through difficult times, and that’s just what I need right now.