I Was Blind, But Now I See
A chilling escape from the mask of Islam, into the new found light
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In prison, I found myself as a criminal among criminals, for the first time I see human beasts taking pleasure in tearing the flesh of their brothers in humanity.
I found myself in a cell that was not good enough for an animal to live in. That cell was my companion for 14 months. I often couldn’t breathe from the extreme heat and the perspiration and the deadly odor.
The guards, the angels of doom, used to take me every day to the torture room and they improvised in the methods they used for torture. They would put two pieces of wood in the form of a cross on the floor, and one of them would urinate on it, kicking me and beating me with canes and forcing me to lick the urine off the cross.
After the flesh is torn and the blood is shed, it was time to break the bones. This goes on until they hear my cries while they laugh and exchange foul language about Christ and His Crucifixion. I cried at the top of my lungs, “My Lord and my God Jesus Christ save me.” After hearing this they became more enraged and increased the torture.
The torture session was concluded by electrical shocks that caused me to lose consciousness almost to death. Then they would carry my lifeless body to the cell.
Today, I give thanks to God. I thank you for all those trials because I was always calling upon you and I heard your voice saying, “Do not be afraid. My grace is sufficient for you, for my strength is made perfect in weakness.”
Yes father, your wealth and education and knowledge including the knowledge of Islam has become nothing to me but a fairy tale… nothing but dust that should be swept away! As for me - I consider you a father, only a father - and this is no small thing. I have changed my opinion of many persons besides you father. “Allah” the lord of “Mohammed” the oppressor, the god of iron and fire is no longer the god that I worship. I sift the attributes of God, to cleanse them from oppressor, arbitrator, dictator, and all other human instincts that Mohammed has attributed to his “Allah”. I do not know when to silence my thoughts or if there is any merit in doing so, but I am urged not to stop to fight, in spite of the suffering and pain. It is better than no action at all and better than the luxurious life in your false paradise father, better than Mohammed’s destructive lies.
I found myself in this Islamic atmosphere ever since I took my first breath into this world!
In spit of the dim light in the room it was bright as day light, even brighter. I saw a beautiful white dove beyond description circling me in all directions, filling the room with this sweet aroma that I have never experienced before!
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Fearlessness and boldness challenge's any Islamic clerics of the hidden truth behind Moslem beliefs that are veiled in foreign languages to prevent widespread, international scrutiny.
Bound to create uproar by uncovering controversial passages in the Koran!
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Ahmed Abaza traces his steps as a young Moslem through his transformation into a young Christian. While struggling and agonizing with his soul to find the truth as to what he was taught as a Muslim child and his new findings as a Christian. Sharing his horrifying experience of torture and isolation.
His journey begins in
You will read about his profound experiences with the Lord, which faithfully encouraged him, also about his family’s attempts to stop his conversion through imprisonment and torture to prevent disgrace to the family name.
I was not convinced after all that, was it a joke? The Lord of Glory? Who is this Lord of Glory? Is He Allah?
I found myself hanging from my feet upside down with an iron chain from the ceiling like a slaughter animal!
What crime have I committed against society, but the crime of choosing the Light as my own belief?
Section II focuses on Islam, the Koran and beliefs that were concealed during his youth (as well as for the average Moslem)! His journey not only tells his story, but also sheds light on the
About the Author
Ahmed Abaza was born and raised in
At age 17, he began the challenge of converting from Islam to Christianity. In 1991, Mr. Abaza graduated from
After seeking religious refuge in many countries he now lives in
Mr. Abaza has been called “the Sword in Islam” by various Middle Eastern newspapers like The Arab World due to his frankness and forthright comments about Moslems and their brutality. For the past nine years he has hosted chat sessions on PalTalk.com to help reveal the truth and to minister to others. He is in the process of launching a new satellite station called The Truth Broadcast Network (TTBNTV), airing in July 2007. This station will focus on religion and persecution without censorship.
He feels it is his duty to expose the
Ahmed Abaza’s mission is to reach the Moslem community and minister to them by bringing out the truth that lies in the Koran in the various hidden passages and to minister to anyone seeking knowldge.