Newark's Armadillo

My Ending Thoughts

God, I often looked up to the sky with sad teary eyes wondering how can i make it through this life without giving up or making the wrong decisions. Often, the Lord has given me the answer I needed to hear at that time in my life which was fight, don't give up, I'm walking right beside you. And, so that i did. As I got older when i went into that deep state of depression often, i wondered how did i pull through it without having a nervous breadkdown myself. And how did i manage to function in that state of mind. How was i able to drive my car to and from work and how was i able to deal with my job at the lowest point of my life without your word. The Lord's answer to me is (My precious child, I love you and i would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you saw only one set of footprints, it was then that i carried you.)

Dedication

This book is dedicated to the children who are growing up in broken disfunctional homes with no love and affection. The children who are being told that they will never amount to anything or will never be anything. The children who are feeling hopeless and feeling like they can't go on. I want you to know that Jesus loves you and you can do anything your heart desires. Please dream big, finish school, be respectful of yourself and others and never let anyone get you down. Continue to strive and GOD will make a way for you. Through your trials, strugggle, and pain the Lord will make sure you don't feel the intensity. He'll find a way to keep you sedated because he's the footprints in your walk of life. It is He who knows your ending, so "let no one who destroyed or is trying to destroy your past, destroy your future". The words in quote are from my pastor Ron Christian from Chirstian Love Baptist Church.