There is no point in being fair
The sides are off the scale.
They rule themselves with power and blood
Though their pools of each run dry
So new people are bought
With the tempt of things to come
With the promise that the world is fair
And a new day has begun.
The innocent are bought and sold
The way they have always been.
So live and learn and get your share.
There is no point in being fair.
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You will never know me
You will never look my way
Even if we chance to meet
There will be no words to say
You will never know the fears I hide
Or the heartbeats in my chest
You would probably walk right by
Just like all the rest.
But my heart flutters every time
I think I’ve caught a glimpse
My toes go numb and my mouth can’t speak
And my words no longer make sense.
I don’t hide and try to seek
I don’t follow you around
I only look when given a chance.
Then my gaze looses you in the crowd.
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Never understanding
All the truths of why
Never really knowing
Why you had to die
Your time with me felt so short
There was no time to live
To share your full existence
To give all you had to give
Did you live your life
The way you hoped you would?
Did you accomplish all the things
You always said you should?
I hope I made you happy
And you had no regrets
I will love you forever
And I will never forget.
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Right now I feel as thought
I walk through life alone
No one hold my hand
Or helps me where I go
It seems to me that I
Have been stranded out to sea
With no wind to fill my sails
What will become of me
But I would rather be
On my own tonight
Than have someone beside me
Who only tells me lies
I would rather be alone
And watch the world fade away
Than give one more minute to you
And to the truth you have betrayed
Clocks have all stopped ticking
The hands no longer swing
But minutes seem to still fly by
In my new reality
In this life we see ourselves
Sometimes in the worst light
But through the storm we all much learn
And we all must try to fight
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Belonging to another crowd
Only to see, I’ve been pushed out
I can never find my place
Among the people of my fate
I want to hold on to make them stay
But my hands are too weak as they slip away
Why do I have no home
One true place to call my own
There are no friends along my path
Only acquaintances that never last
I could be an angel unseen
To be one to help you dream
I would hold a hand so tight
All would know things shall be alright
But I don’t belong here any more
I still wonder what wasted time is for.
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Time so slowly
Spins away
I wish I could
Break through this haze
I feel so trapped
And all alone
I wish to find
Where I belong
No one here
Can understand
The reasons why
I need hand
To lift me up
To help me see
My prison now
Is my reality
Barred myself up
From the inside
To hide from the ones
Who look to find…..me