I Want It Back
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This man is pure evil I have been persecuted enough & I have taken has much as any one person can take. Even though I said it, I really do not think that maybe I could kill another person.
I would not suggest that anyone else do the same as this is not the way to go about things. If you can tell someone make sure that it is someone that you can trust.
If you can try to call someone as soon as possible in regards to abuse, do not let anyone bully you into something that is wrong. Most of all do not listen to what they say because the abusers only get away with what they are doing by trying to keep you quiet.
Rape & bullying is what I also suffered as I was getting older. I was the victim for abuse & I took it. I only took it because I was so scared of what happened when I was 8yrs old & the torment & torture that I suffered.
Because of what I went through, I thought this was right so if a boy comes to me I would hit them. This was not very nice of me I know now & what I did must have been dreadful
Dave was one boy I actually thought was nice. I started to take his clothes off, the reason why I did this was I thought that this was what it was all about I was only 16yrs old when I did this. I did this because I thought it was right, the boy did not like me, what I was doing scared me so I stopped.
I was becoming this deranged person going mental inside & out not knowing what I was doing. All I ever did was hit boys. This was probably something that was physiological going on in the back off my mind.
By the time I was 16yrs of age, I was so scared if I saw my own shadow I jumped, when in a bus stop I would fear who was standing behind me. My whole life was fear.
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About the Book
How Sexual Abuse, Rape & Bullying, can really affect your life & others that you love if nothing is said.
For 30yrs plus I said nothing to no-one about my torment from feeling like a lonely child, Sexual Abuse, Rape & Bullying. Through out our marriage even though my partner was there for me I felt like I let him down, we had both gone to see a marriage councellor to help us get through the rough times. He now understands me better.
From each book sold 50p will be donated to various charities. I feel that in giving something to help others I will feel that someone will benefit from the book.
About the Author
Even though in the past I have had bad times, I have found that even now my partner understands me better we are alot happier together.
I have three children, all now are all grown up, my youngest daughter is now married with a lovely child of her own, her partner has also gone through bad times, I am happy that he can come & talk to me.
My eldest son has a daughter who is only a few years old to his ex partner, he has another partner now & she is expecting her first child soon.
My youngest son has no children but he is also getting on with his life with his girlfriend, unfortunatly there will be no grandchildren from those two, well not yet anyway.
We have a lovely German Shepherd dog which we have had scince he was 5weeks old.
We are a close family, we may have ups & downs like any other family but we will always be there for them.
When leaving school I had no qualifications, what I have acheived now has been through work or through a centre that teaches further education.
I now have RSA 1&2, NVQ level 1, D32 Assessors, I have also recieved other certificates through various types of jobs that I have had. I am now so proud of myself & so is my family. I even come back from Vegas on a short trip in regards poetry, I found new friends & come home with a trophy & medallion. No matter what has happened in the past I can safely say that I have acheived alot in life, not only am I proud of this so is my family.