A Story to Tell
A Portfolio of a Scarred Woman
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Long ago, my innocence was take away from me before I could understand what was happening . Throughout the years, my mood swings cause me to become a time bomb about to explode at any time. I'm slowly and gradually learning to deal with the demons that were created by those who took away one of the most important things in my life. I will never be able to join in on the girl talk and conversate bout the first time I VOLUNTARILY lost my virginity or ALLOWED myself to be touched by a first love because I had been ROBBED of those topics that we girls so much cherish when we become women. I was a little girl doing adult things which caused pain, sadness and confusion. In turn, I became misunderstood. A year ago, I decided to put my thoughts down on paper. As I wrote, I began to tell a story. A story that so many of us are familiar with. Some of us tend to hide our stories by obtaining self-destructive behavior, trying to forget. But one day, life will give us a signal which will tell us that sooner or later we will have to deal with the issues that we tend to hide from in order to move on in a productive manner. I wrote to heal myself so that I won't continue to be in anymore pain or cause pain to those who TRULY love me. I wrote to become a better person to myself. I wrote to become a better mother to my daughters. To become a better family member and to help guide the younger generation. To become a better wife to my next husband. I also wrote in hoping to help someone else as I have learned to help myself.
In writing this book, by no means was it written to hurt, blame or belittle anyone. Not even those who abused my body and soul. Because it is GOD who they will meet on judgement day. It is GOD who they will have to answer to and explain why they abused one of his children. It is GOD who will give them the verdict.
I'm a scarred woman with a portfolio and this is my story to tell.
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MOLEST-making annoying sexual advances to someone
SEXUAL ABUSE-the usage of sex in an improper manner
So many of us are victimized by one or both acts by someone we trust. We are manipulated to never tell while the smooth felons continue to live their lives in a saint's disguise and we the victims become walking time bombs not knowing how to release the pain.
For years, I was that walking time bomb until I began to write. As I wrote, I began to cry. As I cried, I began to pray. I cried and prayed until the wounds began to slowly heal. Bt telling my story, I hope to help and encourage those who are in dire need of healing.
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Through the Eyes of The Author's Oldest Daughter
Born and raised in New Jersey, Sadie is a mother of two daughters and a parent to many with a kind, loving and generous heart. My mother is a woman with vision and determination in helping souls that are lost. A person who is sincere and serious to those who have been scarred. An aunt, niece, sister, cousin, mother and friend filled with joy and laughter at family gatherings but tears of loneliness during her quiet moments. The trials and tribulations will explain my mother's story of how she found the person she has always been. Mom is the love not only of my heart but to all who know her well.
John 16:33
"These things I have spoken to you, that in ME you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world."
Many Blessings