The divine help
Like so many people who experience life differently and who can share their experiences with other people just shows the great connection we as human beings have, this is because we are connected by a much greater force, which can only be the force and power of Allah.
Like many people in life trials and tribulations started taking place, everything is the will of Allah, we bore patiently the problems and troubles we were facing and referred it only to Allah. It was not enough for some people who insisted in their rebellious oppressive acts. This was a time of a greater need, a divine help and a mighty response. I also looked at the biographies of the Prophets and especially Prophet Muhammad (peace and blessings be upon him), the mercy to the worlds. I looked at his life and the hardships and persecutions he had to face, how he lived his life, what he said, what he did and what verses and supplications he used to recite and ask to Allah at different times and situations. So we further and deeper practiced Islam, by reading the holy Quran which is protected by Allah and has never changed till this day and will be protected by Allah forever. Many may have tried to change it but failed miserably throughout history for political reasons and other gains. I further took lessons from the Prophet’s practices and from the most beloved Prophet Muhammad (peace and blessings be upon him) and his Sunnah (his saying and teachings) as well as all the blessed Prophets and Saints known to us.
We came across many Mystical meanings and different worlds started to unfold and appear. This was a time of great struggle against all odds, but finally the greatest help came down from the divine. Doors of mercy seemed to be opened, it was such a great euphoric feeling, a feeling of peace and relief, knowing Allah was always there comforted our hearts, whatever happens to us in life Allah is always watching, listening and with us.
Mystical response
The mission started with a bang, a Spiritual bang and Allah started to help us greatly, I personally was in a state of enlightenment. Realistically, I mean some of the Spiritual locks had opened up for me to the other side, the other world. Living proof was presented and shown to me by Allah like so many of his believing servants, and different types of supernatural Phenomena were taking place such as Miracles. I was so overwhelmed and knew that the people of the past especially Prophet’s and Saint’s were in these highly Mystical positions, whereas myself I was unknown, and it is better to be unknown, to be hidden, that way one can advance even further, but some people found out about me in a positive way so I wished to express myself and disclose some of the spiritual mysteries. It would take hard work and greater struggle to achieve these positions. I sometimes asked myself if only I could become like the good pious people, this would indeed please my Lord and I may possibly have a greater chance of succeeding in both worlds.
Secret life
I tried to lead a normal and happy life but I also had a secret life, a mysterious life that was emerging especially through the media, digital media that is. For me it was almost like being Batman at night, I would battle the forces of evil, this was a spiritual encounter of course. At times I felt my wings had spread and I needed the space to fly. All I ever wanted was my Lord, to please my Lord and fulfil his commandments and for the Prophets, Angels, my family, friends and the people of the entire world to be happy, unite and live peacefully. I suppose that will never happen until we ourselves change within and try to morally understand how precious life really is.At times I found myself in need of a little peace because I was stressed with tension which the oppressors had caused.