Fleshback
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The game is real and the board is set up awaiting players. I caution that you don’t rush in for this game is different as there are no winners, yet one’s determination to be a winner keeps one in the game and become so cold that one no longer care at what expense. Winner of what I ask. What was the prize! Pain! We don’t understand that there are no winners and it’s the losing that one is never prepared to accept or deal with. We don’t have to participate, but upon joining the game, we become captives to the role of the die, the hand in which we are dealt and we no longer understand how far one will go or when to get out or concede. Don’t get me wrong, if we listen to our Serena, we may get out early in the game, but most listen to Deceptor and will never get out.
Take me for instance. I didn’t realize that I had entered the game until he began displaying signs that he was growing tire of me. Until that time, I believed that he was the one. What I didn’t understand is why I thought he was different. Oh, because it looked real and therefore I perceived it to be. I spent fourteen years searching for true love only to end up in the game at a point where I was drawing the go to hell card. There were no love or faithful cards, there were only lust and be thankful cards. Be thankful that you got a man. Is it possible for you and several others to possess the same thing? I think not and this meant that the cards were deceiving. I was finally coming to understand that the truest of love exist only between God and the individual. If this was not so, why was it every time I got into a jam, I called on Him to get me out and He did. Yes, I prayed for a get out of hell free card and not pay with my life card.
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Fleshback depicts the struggle between the Spirit and the Flesh. The author tells of a young lady whom consistently makes the wrong choices in men in which the latest choice may be her last. She is forced to reflect on how she came to the current stage in her life being that she gave her life to God at an early age and how her choices will determine how she is to live in or out of this world. She must turn over every stone if she is to live. The book reveals the weaknesses of the flesh that one faces on a daily basis. It addresses good and evil in mankind and the hurt that is caused through ignorance or pure selfishness. The biggest dilemma the young lady is faced with is her disillusion in finding true, unconditional love that is until she comes face to face with the ultimate love of her life.
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Ms. Hodge-Snead was born in