He told me that he had held me and the children out as the “pure” or “clean” part of his life. Over time he included us in the cleansing process, having us sit quietly in the room with our eyes closed. If he had done something that he perceived as sinful or unclean, he would have to decontaminate himself in a ritual shower of water. He had his pure side and his “bad” side. He was constantly tormented by his bad side, of which he would not speak. But the more ritualistic he became, the more I worried about what he was doing. Although I found his behavior entertaining, I had little tolerance for it if it interfered with my life. No one had taught me how to be the wife, friend, and partner of someone with such controlling personality disorders. He had been diagnosed as a small boy. He felt it necessary to remind me of it often. It never occurred to me that I should actually study the impact that these types of imbalances have on the person and those around them. I should have, and I should have studied all of the disorders from which he suffered.
My story begins in California in the late 1970s. I was attending a botany symposium in Santa Cruz. I had graduated with a bachelor of science degree. My true love was medicinal plants. I also had spent years studying alternative medicine therapies such as herbology, flower remedies, acupuncture, Chinese medicine, homeopathics, aromatherapy, aruyvedic medicine, and Native American therapies. I believe it was my many trips on LSD, magic mushrooms and peyote however, that cemented my fascination with the many medicinal and spiritual qualities inherent in plants.
Intensity beyond this World
Author Describes Passionate Love and Wild Experiences in Heroine’s Life
BOISE, Idaho – As a free spirit with a radiant energy, Twyla Moon has a thirst for adventure and a desire for life that is incredibly intense. The events in her life parallel her nature and expose her to both unimaginable happiness and terrible anguish. Deborah Mills’ new novel, Twyla Moon (now available through AuthorHouse), is a riveting story laced with mysticism that covers two decades of Twyla’s amazing experiences.
As a child, Twyla was told she was blessed with the gifts of her grandmother, who could feel a person’s ailments and heal them with natural remedies. After living on a farm throughout her school-age years, Twyla studied the medicinal properties of plants in college. It was at a conference that she experienced a spiritual connection with Tony, who invigorated her spirit and conjured vivid images from past lives.
With unquestionable beauty and an insatiable desire for knowledge, Twyla began a two-year trip around the world. Mills describes the cultures Twyla encounters and paints a glorious picture of this young woman’s solo escapades. Twyla’s trip is cut short when Tony beckons her home to the United States. They start a business together that rapidly grows into an ultra-profitable venture. The passionate bond between them is evident as they fly around the world and realize their connection to each other has existed for centuries.
The love that seemed for so long to be unbreakable, however, begins to wither. Twyla learns she is pregnant, which prompts a great fissure to form between them. Turmoil dominates their lives through the birth of two children. The wealth and love between Twyla and Tony crumbles into revenge and shocking deceit. Secrets replace loving whispers.
Tony disappears, spends time with a brother he told Twyla was dead and discovers his own life is to be cut short by a deadly disease. Her jaw-dropping reality is augmented by a stunning, final realization that prompts thought-provoking philosophical questions about the path of the soul. Twyla Moon is a captivating novel that takes readers from the pristine islands of the Mediterranean to Geneva, Switzerland to the spirituality of Taos, N.M.