One
It
sounded as if four police cars, sirens screaming, had run past his bed. It was 4:00 a.m. and the alarm had gone off. His eyes wouldn't open but his body
instinctively moved into action. He knocked
over the alarm clock, the radio, the light fixture and the bottle of Jim Beam
he always kept on an old orange crate that served as his night stand. You crazy asshole, why do you do
this? he mumbled
as he stumbled into the bathroom, splashed water all over his head and face,
plenty of it. His eyes gradually
opened. He began to feel alive. He could actually see, feel, hear, move, even think a little bit.
Mike
Ryan was a bus driver with an early morning run, and somehow he had to get
moving. With his lips, vocal cords, and
brain now unglued, thoughts began drifting through his head. Why am I working this crazy job? Because you need this crazy
job. But why do I need this crazy
job? To eat, you fool, rent a place to
flop, buy whiskey to give you the strength to continue this miserable
existence.
He
had to be on time or it was all for nothing.
If he was late, he would lose his run and have to sit point, two hours
without pay. Some drivers on the extra
board were assigned to sit point. They
got paid and were immediately available if someone didn't show up on
time. If a driver was late, one of them
took the run and the late driver took his place sitting point, without
pay. If another driver was late, the
late driver now sitting point got his run.
Otherwise he lost the day's pay.
Man,
these buses sure don't run on time, but by Jesus they start on time, Mike mused. Why for chrissakes
don't I cheat, steal, gamble, pimp, or get into politics? I mean, do something meaningful and be somebody. I mean
this 4:00
A.M. shit
to drive a goddamn bus is ridiculous, even stupid. And all for a dollar ninety
four.
The
trouble was, jobs were hard to get if you had no
special skills, since 1953 was not exactly a boom year. Mike was born in 1925, 27 years old, five
feet ten inches tall, 175 pounds, with light reddish hair and blue-grey
eyes. He had been with the bus company
for three years. Sometimes it seemed
like an eternity to him, especially in the morning when that damned clock went
off.
A
little quick energy from old Jim Beam to get me going, Mike thought, a couple of bananas and
a glass of milk to make it OK with my stomach, put on my driver's uniform, grab
my brass and gilley box, make sure my watch is wound,
running and on time, get the old '47 Studebaker started and head for the barn.
Mike
was working the extra board, which included trippers from Hayward to San Francisco, and other runs from time to time. The first run of the "R" line left
the barn at 5:20 a.m. After completing the run to San Francisco, he left the bus in the San Francisco yard.
He then had all day to screw around, until the evening tripper back to Hayward about 5:30 p.m.
Lots of time to read books, walk, go to museums, sleep, have sex, with
or without a partner, go the beach, or take the shuttle back to the barn and
fool around in Oakland or go home. He wouldn't have to catch the shuttle back to
San
Francisco
until about 4:00 p.m.
Mike
made it to the barn, picked up his paddle with the bus number. The paddle was made of plywood with the
directions, stops and times of the run glued to it. He checked his watch.