Looking at the shirt still in her
hand, she folded it nice and neat and got up to put it away on the top shelf of
her closet. She couldn’t make herself do it just yet. “It would be like
admitting I lost her,” Abby thought, so she decided to put it under her pillow
for now.
Going to her bedroom door, she
leaned out and yelled for Emily to come there this instant.
“Shit,” Emily said, throwing the
ice into the sink that she had been using to try to get the hickey to go away
like the woman told her it would. She grabbed the dishtowel and rushed to her
room to try to cover the mark as best as she could. “I can’t right now, I’m
busy Mom,” Emily answered back.
“I said now, Emily Lynn! Don’t
you dare make me come up there, because I am not in the mood. Now get your ass
back here and on the double.”
She knew it wasn’t a very good
cover up job but it was the best she could do. She knew she didn’t dare take
any more time with the tone of voice her Mom was using on her, and the mood she
seemed to be in today.
Walking through the bedroom door,
Emily was relieved to see that her Mother had the shades down and the curtains
closed so it was pretty dark in there. She thought she just might get away with
it after all.
“Sit down young lady and I do
mean young,” Abby said matter-of-factly. She didn’t feel like dealing with this
right now, but she knew with the way Emily acted it was inevitable that she
talk about it.”
Emily plopped down on the corner
of the bed waiting for her mother to bitch at her for one thing or the other.
She knew there was no way she knew about the hickey, cause she didn’t even tell
Alayna, knowing that she would just use it against her.
“I will ask you once and only
once and you will not, I repeat, NOT, lie to me. Do you understand me young
lady?” And without waiting for Emily to answer her back she went on, “There
seems to be something on your neck that doesn’t belong there so you better
start speaking.”
Emily ran her hand up to her neck
to cover the spot that was still cold from the ice. “It’s really nothing,” she
began, but seeing the look on Abby’s face and the anger that crossed her eyes,
she decided it was a lost cause to lie about it. She knew that she was busted.
“I got it yesterday at the zoo,” she finally said, “but it’s really no big deal
Mother. I’m going to be sixteen soon and what’s such a big deal about a little
hickey anyway? I met a boy and we made out a bit is all.”
“Well it is a big deal when you
get a hickey from some damn boy you just met,” Abby said, growing madder at her
daughter’s nonchalant attitude. “Emily, you do not just make-out with a boy
when you first meet him. Have I not taught you better than that?” she asked
feeling defeated once again, as she often did when Emily confronted her.
“Yes, you’ve taught me better
than to just make-out Mom, but I didn’t have a whip or handcuffs with me at the
time. I don’t think he would have wanted to pour candle wax all over my private
parts and make me beg him for more. And why not make out with them or let them
do things to me when I first meet them? You do it all the time. You bring
someone home and do them the first day, just like you did Johnnie. So, you’re
not one to talk, maybe it just runs in the family or something.” She knew the
minute she said it that she wished she could take it back, because it was the
wrong thing to say.
“I will tell you this only once,”
Abby managed to get out through a tightly clenched mouth, “I am an adult, and
what I choose to do, with whom I chose to do it is none of your concern young
lady. You are my daughter, not my keeper. Once you are eighteen and out of this
house then you can live your life as you see fit, the same as I do.”
“I’m so tired of the ‘when I’m
eighteen’ speech that you always give out to us when you don’t want us to do
something that you didn’t pick for us to do,” Emily shot back.
“You just don’t know when to shut
your mouth do you missy? I can only hope for your sake little lady that you
don’t have such a judgmental daughter that you have to try and keep in line all
the time like the one I do.” When Emily blew out her exasperated breath and
rolled her eyes at her mother as she always did, Abby decided she had had
enough.
“Since you’re tired of listening
and I’m tired of talking, until further notice you’re on restriction from
everything, and I do mean everything. There will be no phone or no going
anywhere except to Leslie’s house. You can also take that belly ring out and
the extra earrings as well, and they will not go back in until further notice,
and the way you’re going it will be indefinitely. Oh, and let’s not forget the
big birthday bash you wanted, it is, as of now, officially cancelled, and I
will let them know myself. You will stay at Leslie’s while Alayna has her party
and friends over.”
“You are mean and hateful and I
hate you, I truly do!” Emily screamed. “It isn’t fair to take my sixteenth
birthday party away from me. It isn’t like we ever get a decent gift from you
anyway. You spend all your tip money on those nasty, kinky sex toys.”