Ruth
led Jack into the barn and let the small walk-in door quietly close behind
them. She then ushered him to the rear of the barn where they could see over
the half-door that kept the livestock out of the main barn. Jack suddenly
surprised her, gently grabbing her shoulders and turning her to face him. I
don’t exactly know how to begin,” he said, clearing his throat. “I’ve thought
and I’ve thought about how I was gonna tell you, and
I still don’t know.” Ruth waited, wondering what could be so hard to say. “In
the first place I really don’t have any right getting you involved. I already
told you that I was drafted and that I’ll be away for who knows how long. The
other thing, you’re only fourteen and I’m almost eighteen…” “I’m almost fifteen.” He did not seemingly acknowledge her protest.
“Damn it, Ruth, I think I’m falling in love with you. I’ve watched you grow up
right in front of my eyes.” He paused for a moment. “You’ve turned into the
prettiest woman I’ve ever seen.” He stopped again and stared deeply into her
eyes. “You’re as much a woman as any of the girls in my class, and a lot more
than most. And you know, I just couldn’t leave for the
service, without knowing how you feel about me.” He paused. “I’ve seen you
giving me the eye.” He stopped and waited. “You’ve got me there. I’ve thought
about you liking me for as long as I can remember, and I’ll really miss seeing
you too.” She began to cry, falling into his arms. “Ruth, I know that someone so popular and mature as you must have had lots of opportunities,
and you’ve likely been with a guy or two. I know it’s asking a lot, especially
from someone as young as you, but, but would you think about waiting for me?
I’ll be back soon after the war’s over and by then you’ll be out of school, and
at least old enough to get married.” He paused for a second. “I don’t think I
could stand seeing you married to some other guy,” He suddenly stopped, and did
not say anything more for a second. “Unless you’re already
involved with someone?” “No. I’m not. But
what about you? I’ve seen
your dad’s pickup parked behind the First Baptist Church, plenty of nights. Are you still sleeping with Sally
Jo Spencer?” “No, I haven’t been with her, or anyone else for quite awhile.” He
paused. “Actually Ruth, since I realized I was in love with you, I can’t seem
to get you out of my mind.” She too thought for a moment. “Then, I’ll wait
forever,” she whispered. Jack leaned forward and gently kissed her lips. Ruth
had kissed a lot of boys over the past couple years and thought she knew what
to expect. But when Jack took her into his arms and kissed her again,
surprisingly, he forced her lips slightly open with his. It was like nothing
she had ever expected, reaching into her very soul, causing her legs to go
weak. Feeling that she might pass out, she held on tightly to his neck.
Suddenly, her eyes flew open, fearfully searching, listening. She backed away.
“Let’s go up the ladder to the front hayloft. It’s not that hot up there today,
and there’s no new hay over on that side.” She continued to nervously chatter
away. “Actually, I can see the lane better from up there, you know?” She again
looked at Jack for his understanding, and then continued. “I’m worried that Joe
might come home. He and Slow Dave sometime have a disagreement, and he comes
home unexpectedly,” she said, with a certain fear in her voice. Jack followed
her up the ladder. Ruth did not even worry whether or not he watched her bottom
as she climbed the ladder. She was in love. “Who is, Slow Dave?” he said.