I shivered and rubbed my arms,
but it didn’t help. This was a cold not
of weather, but of fear. I was all alone
there, left alone with the memories of fire and death and sorrow and
trepidation and of things that are unspeakable.
As in my dreams, memories began to overtake my consciousness. I could almost hear the faint echoes of
screams from the people as hell itself had set an unclean foot upon the Earth
The sky was a molten gray and
dropped pockets of black fog onto the dark, green forest. The mists would hover for a moment as if to
watch what I was doing and then move on.
Yet, the air was cold and still, as if everything were waiting for some
change. It could have just been in my
mind, God only knows that I was ripe for it, but the feeling was there. It was the expectation of a dying man on
Judgment Day. The lights were about to
go out.
I stepped away from my vehicle
and walked to the edge of the woods. It
was a forest of gigantic trees. The
virgin hemlocks were so enormous their tops disappeared into the colorless, low
clouds. All around me was wilderness as far as the eye could see.
From all the descriptions given
to me and from my own memory, I knew that this area had once been the entrance
to Blakewood. The huge boulder that was strangely shaped,
much like a shopping cart, was still there to mark the spot. It was unmistakable. But in reality, the little two-lane road was
the only indication that mankind had ever been here. The fact was simple. There was no city. Yet, we know there once was one in that space
where now only forest stood. My friends
and I knew. There should be a city
here! We had discussed the possibilities
from government plot to mass hypnosis to the Philadelphia Experiment.
I began to wonder. What really happened to it? Fifty thousand people had lived in Blakewood. Why is
there now only forest? Why did we all
have memories of living in a town that did not and had not ever existed?
If it could be said that any one
city is an evil thing, Blakewood was. Its dark essence permeated every paved
street, every sidewalk, every pebble and foundation. It was a place where reality shifted and
blurred. Blakewood
was a nexus for formidable, eternal beings right out of human nightmares.
Back in the front seat of my car
lay a manuscript that chronicled the stories of all those like me. We each had our own story to tell about life
in Blakewood, as well as our own nightmares. Did all those things really happen? Was it all a mass delusion? None of us could go on with our lives until
we found the answer.
I retrieved my flashlight from
the glove compartment and stepped under the canopy of trees that blotted out
the already dim light. I walked into
waist-high ferns that extended inward beneath the cover of trees.
I peered deep into the woods
until the ferns, underbrush and my light faded off into a funnel of pitch
black. It was like stepping into
prehistory. I kept walking, not able to
see my feet because of the thick undergrowth.
I thought about those things that
could hide in a place such as that. I
half expected something to snatch me by the feet and pull me down into some
horrendous death. The wood holds too
many dark crevices where godless things can lie in wait. I had left my protective shell for this
lonely land of subtle, threatening whispers.
I took one step after
another. I looked up and about as if the
city might suddenly step out to reveal itself like some Halloween Ghost hiding
amongst the trees. I moved further forward about twenty yards when my ankle
struck something hard.
“Yahhhh!” I cried out surprised, expecting to step on
some huge snake.
I looked around embarrassed, to see if anyone had witnessed my
outburst. When I collected myself, I
pushed the ferns aside and saw thick, rusted metal. I feverishly began to pull out the shallow
rooted ferns and tossed them aside. Finally, I exposed the metal frame of an
automobile. Its steel skeleton was
unmistakable, but this one looked as though it had been there for a couple of
hundred years. It was partially buried.
Could this be the remnant of
Carolyn Langford’s car? I thought.
That would be too fantastic, but
then again, much of what I’ve heard from others through interviews, and
dream-remembered myself, is all too fantastic.
I stopped for a moment to consider another memory.
What had become of John Littleknife and his struggle with the loathsome thing in
Cutter’s Wood? Did he survive? I wondered.