I woke up this morning thinking
it was rather cold in the apartment.
Because my bed was so close to the window I was able to reach up and
draw back the curtains. As I drew them
back, I noticed that it was snowing outside.
I thought to myself that it was so beautiful until I looked around and
realized nothing looked familiar- not the street and not what I thought was my
apartment. I thought for a moment that
I must still be sleeping and this was all a dream until I heard a knock at the
door. Then I knew it was no dream. I was here, but where was I?
I climbed out of bed and started
to walk to the door to see who was there and something stopped me. I caught my foot on something and almost
lost my balance. When I looked down to
see what it was, I wanted to scream. I
put my hand over my mouth. I didn’t
want to make any noise because whoever was at the door was still there. A wave of panic came over me. My blood ran cold, as cold as the dead woman
lying at my feet.
Who was she? I wondered.
She didn’t look familiar. The
knock came again. “What do I do? What do I do?” I asked myself. “Who is
this woman? What am I doing here? More important, how did I get here?”
I wrapped a sheet from the bed
around myself because I only had on a tee shirt. As I walked slowly to the door I passed a mirror and glanced in
it. I saw blood that covered the sheet
I was wearing. I was so confused! What had happened here?
One more knock at the door. I froze.
I thought if I were quiet, whoever it was would go away. I stood there for what seemed forever. The knocking stopped as I stood, frozen,
looking in the mirror. One more
thing-who was the woman looking back at me?
I turned to see if someone was standing behind me, but there was no
one. As I turned back to the mirror I
realized I had no idea who I was or what my name was, or where I came
from. All I knew was that my head hurt
and I felt sick.
As I looked around I saw no
clothes, no purse, only a dead woman I did not know, lying on the floor. I sat down and said to myself, “THINK! Do something-but what? Yes,” I thought, “I’ll take a shower, find
some clothes and get out of here, but where do I go?” I walked to the bathroom, turned the shower on and got in. The water was so refreshing. A thousand things ran through my mind while
I was in there.
I thought I heard a noise but was
too scared to move. I waited for a few
minutes and then got out. As I reached
for a towel, I heard a door close. I
looked around the bathroom. The sheet
with all the bloodstains was gone. I
moved slowly back to the bedroom, and looked around. The woman was gone and so were the sheets and any trace that she
had been there. It was all
gone. It was all a dream. I thought it must have been until I looked
in the mirror again. There was that
women staring back at me! I still did
not know who I was. I went to the
closet, found some clothes, put them on and found that they fit me to a tee.