“Jesus Christ,” I said, “one
hundred sixty-eight people pronounced dead. That’s sick, man, really sick.”
The Murrah
Federal Building had been bombed just yesterday, and everybody was frantic.
Teachers were crying and newspapers were passed around the school. Norman
High School was usually a peaceful
place, but not since yesterday. My small town of Norman,
about twenty miles due south of Oklahoma City,
was a ghost town. People inside their homes were watching their televisions
intently to see what was going on. No one wanted to be out on the streets.
“Still haven’t found out who did it,” I continued. “But whoever did is in some
deep shit. I heard that Teresa’s dad was killed in the blast.”
I was very aggressive. I got
jealous easily. It was just a characteristic I had developed over the years. My
dad was one of the richest men in Norman
because he had ties with the Leone Family Mafia.
“I know,” Skupin
told me as we sat in our last class of the day. “They ought to fry that guy’s ass
when they catch him.”
I cracked my knuckles. “If
they catch him, you mean.”
Nick Skupin
was probably my best friend. We’d been in every class together in high school
all the way up to and through senior year. Nick came from a rich family, too.
Suddenly, the bell rang, ending the school day.
Skupin
and I walked to our cars. I had a nine-year-old Volvo and Skupin
had a brand new BMW convertible that his rich father had bought him. I would
have had a nice car like Nick’s, but my parents still didn’t trust my driving
capabilities. My first car had been a really nice Jeep, but I had got in a car
crash that almost killed the guy in the other car. Because of that accident,
I’m not allowed to get a nice car.
While I wished for a new car
again, Skupin and I said goodbye and took our
separate routes home.
America
had been sending troops into Iraq
even after the war. The soldiers were sent to maintain order in the country.
After the bombing in Oklahoma City,
the troops cranked their enforcement up a notch. Sometimes “enforcement” got
pretty nasty. My dad had always told me that he had been in Vietnam
and had had a necklace of VC ears. I could tell when I was being fed a load of
bullshit. When I got into my Volvo that day after school, I had no idea of the
horrors waiting for me.
When I turned onto my street, I
saw four squad cars parked next to my house. An ambulance was there too, and my
house had been sealed off. I pulled up to a policeman and asked what was going
on. “A murder,” he told me. “One person dead.”
I asked if I could be let
through, but the policeman denied me access. The area around my house was
sealed with police tape. When I told the policeman that my house was on the
other side of the police tape, he let me through reluctantly. I saw my mother crying
in front of the house and knew something was wrong. When I asked what was going
on, she told me that my father had been shot and killed when someone broke into
our house. I sat down on the step and cried.
My father’s death was just the
beginning. There was no wake. What good was a wake if you had to look at a body
with a giant hole in its head? My mom delivered the eulogy on the day of my
father’s funeral, and I stayed out of school for the next week.
My life was a mess. I was almost
nineteen and still in high school. My parents had thought it would be better
for me to start school late so I would have an advantage over the other
students, but I have the same level of intellect as any of them, so it sucked
for my parents. And me. I had early acceptance to
Rider, my second choice for college. But I hadn’t heard from my first choice
yet. And now my father was dead.
By the time I returned to school,
the police had found out who bombed the Murrah Federal
Building. When I arrived back at
school, everyone expressed their deepest sympathies. “Hey, man, sorry about
your dad,” Nick told me.
He smelled like pot, as usual. I
thought I would get a contact high, the smell was so strong, but that was just
an urban legend, I knew. “Thanks, man,” I said back to him.
“Dude, Teresa’s in school today!”
“Seriously?”
“Yeah!
I’m surprised you came to school, too!” Nick said.
“Yeah, but I get over stuff.”
“Dude, I’m having a party
tonight. You want to come?”
“Yeah, sure
thing, man.”
“Great.”
“Is Teresa...”
“No.”