She is going to become very vulnerable, very, very soon.
I know my greatest weapon, physical attraction. I am successful and wealthy.
And any little witch who deludes herself into thinking her powers of goodness
will out succeed my powers of darkness, is truly delusional. Her mother is going
to prison. She will need a distraction. Somehow, I will find a way. My imagery
is very strong in this matter, as imagery used by a sorcerer is the working
ingredient for all material reality.
What if, on top of her mother's tragedy, something else was
to draw her to me? Somehow, she will need the legal advice of an attorney. I
need to begin the ritual, the ritual of drawings. I need to draw her, nude to
have the graphic imagery at my altar. I will pour my thoughts of friendship
onto her husband, Corey. He already trusts me. So, he told me, he will be going
to a concert in San Francisco Saturday night. He loves to brag about all of
the free tickets he receives from the recording labels. Oh, I asked him. Does
your wife ever go with you? Oh no, he replied. If it isn't Stevie Nicks or Fleetwood
Mac, she is not interested. I laughed.
I can see the lights on in her house. His car is not there.
Before I watch her, I brought along a little prank. I am sure this will cause
a tiff between the perfect couple, some nasty little magazines for his enjoyment.
Of course, he would never look at these; it is very obvious the man only wants
to fuck his wife… But when she finds these, the doubt will be planted
in her mind. She will wonder if she really knows the man she has married at
all…
It hurts me when Corey leaves me to go to these concerts, thought
Marie. All the way to San Francisco. He won't be home until 4:00 a.m. I have
asked him repeatedly not to leave me alone. He has become so consumed by this
C.D. Shop. We need more inventory, we are barely making the payment now. We
could lose our house. I wish I never agreed to the purchase of that store. I
just knew Corey never would feel the same about the market even when he got
his job back, which was a victory. When he told me he wanted to quit the market,
I only agreed because our house is on the line. I figured he could put more
into his shop.
I am thinking about calling a realtor and selling my shop.
I could give Corey the money so that he could really stock his store. With the
rest of the money, I will pay off our debt to the people we bought the shop
from. And then I could stay home and be a wife and mother. I am going to call
a business realtor first thing Monday morning. I don't want to own my business
anymore. My heart is not in it. I need a break to absorb what has happened to
my mother. For now, I need a hot bubble bath. Noah and Hawley are sound asleep.
It must be past ten.
Marie went into her pretty little bathroom. Unlike the common
bathroom, Marie's bathroom looks like an atrium. There are pretty flowers in
old mason jars. McCoy pottery holds tooth brushes, soap and towels. The only
light is a fringed crystal based table lamp that sits on the counter near the
window. The curtains are sheer French lace panels Marie bought at a flea market
for $2.75. Marie pulled the chenille curtain to her tub back. She poured rose
scented oil in her bath, a handful of geranium scented sea salt, and baby oil,
her own collection.
Her wild curly hair, she loosely gathered and pinned up. Piece
by piece, she undressed. She stood in front of the mirror, not bad, she thought.
I still have my curves, a rounded belly and thighs. Large, soft breasts, she
was small and very curvy, very round. She pulled her red nail polish out of
the antique, rusty, pharmaceutical cabinet. As she bent over the toilet to paint
her toes as she always did, it crept up her spine like a spider. And she froze
in place feeling it all around her. The air was heavy. Her water began to overflow
from the tub. Something or someone wants me, she thought. Shake it off, Marie.
She walked through her tiny house, first to her babies. They were sound asleep.
All the doors and windows were locked. The more frightened she became, the angrier
she became with Corey for leaving her alone.
That was a vision I will never forget, so sensual, so feminine,
thought Tony. I could almost smell her. I wanted to touch her, to rub my hands
all over her body. I am no peeping Tom. I can have any woman I want. I don't
need this, but I can't control it. I want to destroy her and make love to her
at the same time.
As he began his drawings, he mentally touched her. He had all
of his clothes off to paint her. His candles were lit at the altar. The more
he painted of her, the harder he became. It was intense. It took him all night,
over and over, painting her. Different poses, his favorite, the toenail painting
in the nude. What kind of woman paints her toes nude?
I have my drawings. Now I need to practice sleep meditation.
"Dream Sleep". All human beings are most receptive to unconscious
influence. In their sleep: the common person has no idea. The thoughts are injected
into their minds through sleep. I am a master magician…