In the few seconds before he
started to sink, JJ went through a series of emotions: anger, courage, and
finally, acceptance. He was going to
leave this earth, he was going to leave Mom, great-grandma, and Max the cat. He was going to go somewhere peaceful and
happy. Somewhere free of bullies and
jerks like Charlie, he was going to...Whoosh!
His head jerked back under the murky, freezing water and he saw the same
light as he'd seen in his dreams. In one last effort, he reached his hands
towards that light at the surface, and like a rubber ball released from the
bottom of a swimming pool, he rushed towards the top.
The next thing he knew, JJ was
lying on his back in the warm grass. He
kept his eyes closed for several moments, unsure whether he was dead or
alive. Slowly, he began to notice
things: the sunshine on his face, his wet clothing, the sounds of birds and
insects. He felt the tickle of a bug on
his right arm; the back of his knee itched, and he felt very much like he had
to sneeze. With great hesitation, he
opened one eye, then the other, and then quickly shut them again. He thought he had seen a face above him, but
there was something odd about it, so he lifted his hands to his eyes and rubbed
them hard, and that's when he heard the soft laughter.
"Well, hello, little
man. I think you've had enough water
for today, hmmm?" The voice was
gentle and kind and accompanied by a lovely lilt of humor. JJ opened his eyes again and found himself
staring straight into the eyes of a young man with a flop of chestnut hair over
his forehead and a worn cap on his head.
"Am I dreaming?" JJ
said out loud, hoisting himself up on his elbows. "I'm ready to wake up now!"
"You're not dreaming,
JJ," John replied, extending his
hand to help JJ sit up.
"How do you know my name,
mister? This must be my dream. It's just like it always is, except..."
"JJ, listen to me for a
minute. Just calm down. Take a deep breath and keep quiet for just a
second, okay? This is not a dream. I couldn't believe it myself when I saw
those horrible kids push you in the lake.
Why would they do something like that?" John sat on the grass next to JJ. "You were about to drown, so I helped you. You did need help, didn't you?"
"I, um, I guess so. I mean, yes! I needed help real bad just now!" JJ sat up on his knees so as to get a better look at this
mysterious being. "How did you
know I needed help? Where did you come
from? Who...who are you?"
John laughed again and rubbed
JJ's head. "You have a lot of
questions there, little man! I don't
know if I can answer them all. For now,
it's only important that you know you're safe.
A lot of people love you very much, and it's my job to make sure nothing
bad happens to you. You won't always be
able to see me, but I'll always be able to hear you. And if you need help, you just call for me." John, having been given such strict
instructions by the Council, was trying hard to comply.
JJ played with a blade of grass
and regarded John from the corner of his eye for a moment. "That sounds kinda like an angel."
"Yes!" John
agreed. "It is indeed! I'm your special new friend."
"What's your name,
mister?" JJ managed.
"My name is John..."
"Are you gonna come up and
have a cook-out and sleep in my tent with me?
You could meet my teacher, and you could help me kick Alex and Billy's
butts!"
John wrinkled his nose. "I wish I could, JJ, but I'm not
exactly that kind of friend."
"Well, what do you
mean?" JJ looked disappointed.
"I'm the kind of friend that
only you can see, JJ. Other people can't
see me or hear me. I'm only here for
you; to be your friend..."
"JJ! JJ!
Where are you!" The frantic
voice of Mrs. Anderson, coming from the woods behind them, interrupted John and
startled him.
"Listen, JJ, you've got to
go. Your teacher is looking for
you. She sounds awful worried. In a moment, you won't see me any more; but
remember, I'm always here for you. And
JJ, this has to be our secret, okay?
You mustn't tell anyone about me or about what happened today. Do you promise?" John stood, and for the first time, JJ could
see his outfit clearly. It looked
old-fashioned, like in the old Sears and Roebucks catalogs Nana had.
"I think it's okay to give
you my phone