And Then There Are Bitches

So after a collection of complex varieties which governs and drives my future actions this bird decided to fly from the dark to the light. I went through a learning process showing me that I should manage my own expectations and live within my own constraints but the difficult here was learning to know what my own constraints were before life enforced them into action in what can only be described as in the mode of where the element of surprise would be an understatement. Writing a book has been an amazing reward and I personally found it quite therapeutic but at first it was blooming difficult to start writing. As I say getting started was hard but I thought of it like a strip tease as in the first sentence I write ought to make you feel compelled to read the next and so on so much so that when you finish the first page you ought to feel like nothing short of a house on fire will stop you turning to the second page and so on. However once I managed to start I then found it was difficult to stop and I was carried away with keep amending and not letting go and leaving the words alone. I summarise that life has many ups and downs just like a roller coaster, however with true pain and inner strength through travelling the journey you must remain determine to move towards the light on this roller coaster of life that just never stops. So I take you through my journey of that roller coaster life moving from being in the dark with the Sloth, to then the retreat with my Rock Bunny, through my soul with the Tiger, to ending up on a date, a night with the band and a bunch of flowers even though I may be referred to as old, fat and ugly. Then moving across fear with the Hyena, my visit with the Parasite and finally at last towards the light with my very own Meerkat. Once there at the end of my journey I reflect upon myself and my own presence and being then move on to question of myself what am I? Am I the Chameleon, the Black Panther or am I just your regular everyday Swan whos a little larger than most birds. So in summary I took a look at everyday life and realised that life can be so frantic and full of troubles that at times it can feel like that scary roller coaster that never stops to let us get off. We try so hard to be happy and engender happiness within those closest to us that we often end up missing the most important things in life. So this why I had decided to take a step back and that is why I also decided to write down my thoughts on relationships which as I say at the start was very difficult. I was like a sponge that had been soaking everything up for years and who now once squeezed I am oozing out and flowing freely. I took a look at different styles of many relationships and I talk through my discovery that there are many breeds of men. In writing through the chapters I capture those variations and reference them to comparable creature characteristics whilst making a link of similarities. Soon I realized that after dark comes the light hence there is life after pain and suffering it is that you just have to hang in there. Therefore I would like to quote W.H.Murray, The Scottish Himalayan Expedition, 1951. "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it."