We’ve all been there. Wondering the what-ifs if our life had gone a different way at any point in time. For better or worse, the unnamed lead character takes the reader down her path of destruction as she attempts to find out who she is amidst the struggles of every-day life as a young military wife. Can she be more than a pregnant college dropout? Is she more than a mom and a wife? How can she still achieve her dreams while watching her loving husband, Brian, live out his? While she looks picture-perfect on the outside, she’s fighting herself from within to reconcile what she wanted with the reality of her life. This is her story—her shattered attempts at growing up while raising a family she’d never envisioned having.